Iliada__XI
Title: Iliada
Author:su_ede
Length: About 6096 words
Pairing: Matsumoto Jun x OC
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU - Action - Police
Disclaimer: I don't own Arashi...or maybe I do, who knows?
Summary: Sonoda Miyako works as a secret agent at Japans National Security Agency. After a hard mission his boss want her to work in a new case. The man? Matsumoto Jun, a guy that for the police is like a ghost. They need her to capture him.
A/N: Thank you SOOOO much for reading. Comments are my vitamin. OMG, Are we getting closer to the end?
From June 11th to June 31th
June 11th to June 15th
Miyako didn't let go of Jun. Not even after their second orgasm. She hold to him, snuggling in his chest, her naked legs tied around his body "Miyako, you're suffocating me"
"I don’t care" Jun hugged her back, sticking tightly to her skin. He didn't care either. "We are a bit smutty aren’t we Miyako?"
"I know. Is just that I’m kind of relieved. I thought you would never allow me to kiss you again, let alone make love with you" Jun felt kind of guilty. He knew he was in all his right to be mad with Miyako for what happened. But at the same time, he never wondered how she was feeling. And with Miyako, what you see is only the tip of the iceberg, so on the inside she must have feel devastated. "I guess in jail I don’t get to have marital visits"
"I don’t think so, anyway I can't visit you, it would ruin the new plan" Jun wanted to complain, ask what she was planning, but he opted for ignorance. "Maybe I will be back at work for a while"
“So that means months away from here"
"Yeah, I’m sorry, but please trust me"
"I do Miyako, I do”
Jun came back from the kitchen with a tool box and a shovel. "I guess bank accounts are useless for me right now so we are going to need some metallic”. Jun kneeled in front of the music system inside his library and turned around one of the speakers. With expert fingers, he unscrewed the back of it and took off 10 rolls of money "1 million per roll, we are going to put them in that suitcase and gave them to Nino"
"All this for Nino?"
"Yes" Miyako saw the money with yearning eyes. This could make everything much easier. The plan she had needed some cash. So she asked Jun with no shame "I need money too"
"What?"
"I need some money too... Not for me but... Please trust me" Jun looked at her with questioning eyes and gave her a signal to follow him. He grabbed the shovel and walked outside the house in to the garden. Jun stopped behind a row of fruit trees and handed Miyako the shovel he was holding "If you want it, earn it" Miyako grabbed the shovel with an accomplice grin and started digging where Jun indicated her “Really, you buried your money, Ahoy my dear Jun” He was very amused by the strength Miyako showed. And despite the sweat falling down her forehead, she didn’t stopped until she hit something hard with the tip of the shovel. Jun approached her and grabbed the box from inside the hole "20 million, you can keep the change" he said passing the box to Miyako. "Don’t worry, I will use it wisely"
"I trust you will" Miyako grabbed the box with force and wished for that money to bring her luck.
Jun called Nino that Monday at night inviting him for breakfast. Nino knocked at his door 20 minutes ahead of schedule "Good morning Miyako-chan!" Miyako gave him a polite salute and took him to the kitchen, Jun was waiting for him at the table.
Nino sat in front of Jun, Miyako served him coffee and then sat next to Jun. Nino’s face amused his friend very much "You said it was something important...are you guys getting married?"
"No Nino, is not that…you were right, I should have been more careful with Miyako. She wasn’t who we thought she was"
"What do you mean?" Nino looked at Miyako, she gave him back a blank stare and no words "She works for national security, she was here to get proofs about me and get me in to jail" Nino stood from the chair hitting the table sending her a recriminatory stare "You bitch! And what is she doing here then?!" Jun stood up too, posing a hand in Nino’s chest, trying to contain him "Kazu, calm down please let me finish, there's more" Nino’s breath was coming out in fast shallow exhalations, his hands shaking with rage. Jun remained standing, making sure that Nino wouldn’t grab the fork next to him and stab Miyako's throat with it. Nino kept still, mad, but following his friend’s orders. If he was like this, so calm and standing up for that woman, there must be something there that he didn't know.
By the end of Jun’s story Nino was already wondering if it was some kind of joke. It wasn’t the first time the police tried to get in to their business to get the information they needed. Then why now it worked. How’s that only one lying woman could do it, but not dozens of detectives that had passed by Matsumoto’s case?.
And the answer was in how Jun stared at Miyako when he was telling what happened that weekend, and to add even more, Miyako gave him the same stare.
Just brilliant. A couple of idiots "So she is giving you to the police, and you are still in love with her"
"She is not turning me to the police, I’m giving myself up. She tried to stop me but...I had already make a decision" Nino looked away from the couple in front of him. He was about to hit the hell out of both of them. He hold his head with both hands and took his time to evaluate everything “Would you leave us alone for a while Miyako? I need to talk to Jun"
"Sure, I’ll be at the library" Miyako stood up, bowed at Nino and walked outside the kitchen. “What the hell Jun?”
“Nino, I need this. I really need this”
“Then stop working on this, take all your money and leave the country, but why jail? I get you feel guilty, I get it, you never really liked this, you were full of rage so you just acted, but jail?! You don’t deserve that!” Miyako gave him a sad smile “Miyako said the same, but I think I deserve it…to start over”
“Jun, you killed a man once, and they suspect about you doing it, if you confess that, you’re not starting again, you would have to wait for death and then start again”
“I’m not confessing that. And Miyako is not telling them” Nino’s frown started to grow deeper, especially with Jun’s calm face in front of him “And why you trust her now?”
“I just do” Nino hit the table again, he was really loosing it, he could understand that Jun believed on her, Why not? But why jail? “They are going to be here this Friday”
“What? Who?”
“The police, Miyako told me that they are coming with an order to take me and everything inside my house. Miyako will take the important things with her, some papers, money and my diaries” So they have everything planed already, thought Nino, a bit sad.
Jun was his best friend. The only one who keep up with his crappy attitude was Jun, since childhood. And he has seen him going through so much. It pissed him off how someone as good and caring as Jun had to leave a life he didn’t deserve. Jun deserved a perfect life, filled with happiness. But he got nothing of that. And now, he wanted to jump from the cliff.
Nino didn’t care about their business, he didn’t care about the money, their clients or their co-workers. Fuck all that. He cared about his friend. His J. His brother, his dear brother.
But he knew his dear brother so very well. And when Jun was this calm could only mean he was already decided and in peace with his decision “There’s anyway I can convince you to run away?” Jun shook his head, the corner of his mouth twitching “So you love this Miyako uh?”
“Yeah, I hope you can understand it, but Nino, I want you to stay close to her”
“I don’t want to” Jun laughed at Nino’s reaction and spoke to him with a calm voice “Nino, she has something between her hands, and she could maybe need your help sometime. Also, it will be hard for us to keep in contact, so I’m going to need you to be our mediator” Jun’s pleading eyes reminded him when they were little and Jun acted a bit selfish, asking him for half of his bento or money for candy’s. “Nino, I know I’m being selfish, but I need your support, I know I ask for it always, and you have always give it to me…now again…I need it”
“J, come on! I know I am a bit mad, maybe surprised, this is all very sudden, but of course you have my support, you will always have it, and now, that Miyako too”
“I need her too Nino”
“I get it, you love each other, you guys are gross, whatever…Jun, I don’t think you need another human being to make your life complete, but if we are completely honest, having your wounds kissed by someone who doesn’t see them as disasters but cracks to put their love into, is one of the most reassuring thing in this world” Nino put in to words the exact feeling Jun was having. As expected. “But despite all that cheesy stuff, you will need a lawyer”
“I’ll be under your care”
“Of course, now call that girl so we can have breakfast” Jun stood up, and before leaving the kitchen, he gave Nino a quick hug.
Now that Nino and Jun have spoken, she felt better around them. He didn’t look at her with murder intentions anymore. “You don’t hate me, for doing this to your friend?” She asked after finishing breakfast, when Nino was bidding goodbye at the house front door. She tried to match the jokingly tone he has been using “Well, I do curse the day you were born, but in some way, I saw it coming. If it wasn’t you, probably Jun would have turn himself”
“No I wouldn’t”
“Yeah you would, after all, you are a good guy”
“You too Nino”
“No, I'm a lawyer that immediately takes me to a very low level of human being” The two of them laughed and Jun pulled him in to a tight hug, making Miyako’s heart hurt with guilt.
Miyako stopped him before Nino could get inside the car. He didn't even feel her following him, that freaked him out "Ninomiya-san, take this" She handed him a card with a number on it "Call this number when all this is settled...I'm going to need your help an guidance in the future”
“Is this about some plan that Jun talked about”
“Yeah, but he doesn’t know the details” Ninomiya stared at the paper, wondering if this was good, or he would end up as his friend. But it was supposedly for helping Jun. And it worth the risk “Ok, I will save this, and Miyako...what is going to happen to you after all is settled?” Miyako got serious and the stare she gave him turned him to ice. It was a bit scary “I will go back to work” That surprised him. To not say angered him “Are you going to keep working for the people that put your love behind the bars?”
“Yes, I’m more useful there...I don’t expect you to understand it, now excuse me" Her defensive tone surprised him, he could identify with it, especially when it came to Jun "Does Jun understands it?” “
“He does" Nino only nodded in understanding "Oh and Miyako-chan? Somehow, I feel with the need to say thanks to you, this could have been worst"
"What do you mean?"
"Okubo Shigeru, that name will follow Jun for the rest of his life. You and I know it, but if anyone finds out about it, things would been a bit harder" Miyako bowed and walked inside the house and Nino could get inside the car.
After dinner, Miyako got inside her room to call Aiba. His marry voice greet her at the other side of the line "Miya-chan what happened to you?!, you didn't go home this weekend?”
“No, I had to stay here, any news?”
“No, they are just waiting until Friday, boss had been a bit mad towards you for not reporting anything”
“Well, tell him to suck it up because I’m about to send him a big one. I'm uploading to the cloud some important information”
“Ok, I’ll call him right now”
“Before you do that, anything new about the other case?”
“Yes! A lot! I found out footage of the accident hidden in Kyoto! Matsumoto was there, he saw the accident, did you know that?”
“I did, you can see who was inside the other car”
“Sort of, but oh! Miya-chan! I have a lot of new info!”
“Great leave it at my house”
“Roger! Here comes the boss” Miyako heard some noise before she could hear the voice of her boss “Sonoda where are you?”
“At work”
“Can we have a video call?, if it’s not too much to ask miss” Miyako hated the passive aggressive tone her boss was using, but it was within his rights ”Yes, Matsumoto is sleeping. Give me 5 minutes and I will be there” Miyako hung up her phone and turned on her computer. Just when she was about to make the call, Jun got in her room. She explained him the situation, and he asked her if he could stay “Sure, but quiet”
Jun winked at her and sat on the floor. The first face that Miyako saw was the face of Sakurai with bags under his eyes and a deep frown “Long time no see Sonoda”
“Sorry sir, I had to stay for work”
“Did you forget about your other job?”
“No, that’s why right now you are receiving all the information regardless Matsumoto’s buyers an suppliers” The look on his face was all she wanted, wide eyes and mouth hanging open “Oh” Was the only thing he daid. Miyako wanted to laugh, at least smile, but no, she stopped herself. He was her boss “Yes, oh” Miyako heard Aiba’s screaming from somewhere inside his lab “SIR!! Look at this !!!” Sho walked away from the camera, to Aiba’s direction “Sonoda, where did you get this?” She couldn’t see him, only heard him “Matsumoto’s safe. There were some papers too, I’ll send them later”
“This is very good, that reminds me, did Aiba told you?”
“About the hurry your people has? Yeah, I heard, fuck them, I could have found more info, but if they can’t hold their shit, is not my problem”
“Sonoda you are talking with your boss, keep your language on line, and also, they are your people too” She didn’t answer, only grunted. “Anything else Sonoda?”
“No boss, nothing else”
“Ok, then your job is done, I want you here this Thursday, Tell Matsumoto that you have a family emergency or whatever, you don’t need to go to your temporary place, we will take care of it, go home, rest and then I want you here so you can start work in Matsumoto’s report”
“Understood”
“Ok, good job Sonoda, as usual”
“Thanks sir, now if you excuse me” Miyako closed her computer and threw it from her lap on to the floor "Fuck!"
"Miyako, is alright" Jun ran to her side and brought her close to his chest, feeling how the first tears were wetting his t-shirt, this was the first time he saw her brake down "Is alright, come on, don’t cry"
“It’s so close Jun, we still may have some time, and if we are careful I think we can still...”
“Miyako, I already thought about it. I'm giving myself up, next Friday I will no longer be a free man” Miyako closed her eyes tightly. She was scared, mad and frustrated. And Jun was talking so calmly about leaving to jail, that it scared her. "I’m so sorry"
"It's not your fault Miyako, come here" Jun pushed Miyako against the bed, covering her with his body and kissing her deeply. Miyako tipped her head, pressing back into his solid body “I can't believe you still want to make love to me after all this, I wouldn’t even..." Jun cut her off mid-sentence with another kiss. He pulled back just as Miyako was about to respond. She followed him back and pressed her lips to Jun in retaliation. "Of course I still want to make love to you, I need some recharge so I can survive god knows how many years away from you" Miyako got sad again. Jun kissed her cheek gently, trying to erase the sadness away from her face. He gave her another kiss, this time on her jaw line, then down to her neck. She sighed, a sigh that ran through Jun’s body. He kept lying soft and gentle kisses on her exposed collarbone and Miyako wrapped her arms around his neck, rocking slightly against Jun’s body. Jun moaned against her skin before kissing his way back up to her lips. Miyako gritted her teeth. With her neck tilted back and exposed, Jun leaned in and sucked on it. Living a mark, a mark that could stay there for several years, although he knew it was impossible. “Jun, do it harder, please leave…”
“Something to remember me by?” Miyako smiled this time, amused by Jun’s playful tone, despite all the melodramatic situation. Miyako pressed her lips harder against his as her way to telling him to go deeper; and Jun obeyed. He opened his mouth and slid his tongue on her lower lip, tasting his softness, carving the feeling in his mind. He leaned in again for a kiss, heated and slightly painful “Take off my clothes,” Jun ordered, getting up from the bed and standing in front of her. Miyako stayed on her back for a few seconds before sitting up, with a grin and crinkle eyes. She removed his t-shirt, taking her time to kiss Jun’s smooth, ivory skin. His collarbone, his wide shoulders and plain chest. She passed her hands around his chiseled torso with urgency, absorbing its perfection through her fingertips. She moved her hands down his hips, hooking her fingers in his pants and boxers, pulling them down in one go. She sat in the edge of the bed, locking her arms around Jun’s waist, resting her head against his stomach, feeling the warmth irradiate. Her heartbeat was rising, and her breathing was so shallow that she felt in the border of a panic attack. Jun placed a gentle kiss on her forehead, caressing her nape, whispering soothing words in Miyako’s ear. Her grip got stronger, and Jun didn’t know what else she could do to calm her down. He stayed there, caressing her head and back, until he could feel her relax, once her breathing was rhythmic again. “Miyako, stay here with me, right now, don’t let your mind falter, stay here, in this moment, let me do it”
“Jun…”
“I know, you’re sorry, you feel guilty, but don’t, you are not guilty…come here, forget about all that” Jun pulled her up by her armpits and set her in front of him. She stared at Jun’s face, his eyes were heavy with lust and his lips glowing, so tempting “You propose that I should forget about everything and drawn in a night of wild sex?”
“Exactly, wild and unforgettable sex” Miyako giggled, a shy laugh that Jun hadn’t hear before, and suddenly his mind was wavering too. They shared so little time together, there were so many things that he still didn’t know about Miyako, so many things he hasn’t see about her, and now there was no time to do it. But he had to follow his own advice and stay there, focused on Miyako, and only Miyako.
Jun grabbed the hem of her t-shirt and pulled it up, marvelling at her body. He caressed her neck and trailed his fingers down in between her breasts, and down her stomach to the top of her jeans. He unbuckled her belt and open the buttons, pulling her pants and underwear down in one move. He helped her get off of them, and drop a kiss on her right knee, her thighs and hips. He stood up again and grabbed Miyako in between his arms, his fingers splayed, he ran his hands up and down the skin of her back, before finally releasing the hook of her bra. The straps slid down and the piece of lingerie feel on to the floor. Jun pressed Miyako’s chest tightly against his own feeling as much of her skin as possible. He ran his tongue over her collar bone and brought a hand up, cupping her breast and dragging his thumb over her soft nipple. Miyako couldn’t suppress her moan as her back arched into his touch. Jun set her down on the bed, she reclined back on one elbow, her right arm around Jun’s neck, pulling him down to her. He trailed his kisses up her jaw to her ear, grabbing her hair, tilting her head to the side so he could have a better access to her neck. Miyako sucked in a breath, burying her fingers in his hair. Jun answered moving his mouth to the junction of her neck and shoulder and began to suckle the skin there, decided on leaving mark. His hands slipped down, cupping the back of her thighs and lifting her hips from the bed. Miyako locked her legs around his hips and clutched his shoulders. Jun removed her left arm from his neck and kissed her lips again, he was already missing them. He ran his tongue over her lower lip and swallowed the moan she released, then bit her chin and scratched her teeth down her throat. Running her fingers across his scalp, Miyako guided his head where she wanted it. Jun obeyed and moved down to her chest. But rather than taking the nipple directly into his mouth, he ran his tongue and lips along the underside of her breast and around the outside edge of the areola. “Damn teaser” She said grabbing Jun’s head in between her hands watching Jun grin against her skin.
They locked eyes as their bodies moved in a frenzied pace. He watched her from beneath his lashes as he closed his lips over her tip. Her eyes closed as she rolled her hips against his stomach in response. Jun trailed his left hand down her side, across her stomach, cupping her. Miyako moaned throw her open lips, her eyes rolling to the back of her head. She called his name with a sensuous voice that sent a jolt through him. A sudden necessity rushed over Jun and also Miyako. He sat back and pulled her so that her bottom rested on his knees and lifted her right leg onto his shoulder pressing kisses on the inside of her ankle. His free hand pressed against her clit as her fingers traced his thighs. Jun buried two fingers inside her, hooking slightly and brushing her spot. She panted, unable to formulate words at the moment. Jun kissed his ankle again, moving his fingers faster and rougher inside her. He watched her face closely as his fingers brought her closer to absolute oblivion. “Jun, I’m going to come” She muttered in between shallow breaths “Always so ahead of me” Miyako grabbed his hand, trying to stop the hot wave that was covering her body “It’s your fault, you’re too thorough”
“And your wick is too short” Miyako laughed, and Jun took that opportunity to keep moving his fingers. “Don’t worry, come if you want” Miyako nodded and relaxed, lying on her back, releasing Jun’s arm and bringing her hands to her breast. Jun bit his lip, feasting at the sight of Miyako, her hair tangled around her neck, her lips open, moaning with no shame, and the feel of her tightening around his fingers. After a few brushes Miyako came screaming his name. Jun let her body rest for a little before scooping her up in his arms and changing their position so she was now straddling him. He cleaned the sweat form her forehead with his hand and arranged her perfectly on top of him. He guided his cock inside her, slowly “You’re so sexy,” Jun moaned, pushing in all the way to the hilt, Miyako gasped, her chest heaving heavily “And I love you” he said before give a first test thrust. Miyako sighed, biting her lip and rocking her hips, holding to Jun’s shoulders as leverage. Jun moaned her name as she ran her hands down his back, cupping his butt. Her back arched at the sound of his voice and her walls tightened around him. Jun held her in place above him as she rapidly moved her hips, stirring Jun’s first orgasm, and her second one. Her airy cries filled the room before she came. “Keep moving” Jun said, grabbing her hips with a strong hold and came after a few more thrusts. Miyako rested her forehead against his, getting down form the high Jun’s body caused her. She felt Jun smooth his hand across the small of her back and press his other hand against her nape, moving her had for a kiss. He brushed his fingers over her shoulder and ghosted them down her torso, before resting his hand on the curve of her waist. Miyako always looked so vulnerable after sex, and he secretly liked it. She looked at him, at his drowsy and swollen lips " You are so beautiful Jun"
"Well you are not bad either" Both laughed, followed by a sight due the feeling of their flushed skins rubbing against each other "You know what? My first thought when I saw your picture in the screen at the agency was damn!"
"You put your eye on me immediately?"
"I wonder" Miyako re-arrange her position, pulling Jun closer "Miyako, was your objective to make me fall in love with you?"
"Not really, I just had to get the info, boss told me to do whatever I had to do to get them"
"And you picked get in to my pants" She pinched Jun’s hip, kissing the squeal he released "Sorry, but I wasn’t the one giving oral in the kitchen"
"You were asking for it" Jun faked a smug smile, gaining another pinch on his waist "Yeah sure, although I originally wanted to gain your trust, not get in to your pants, then I realized that you wanted it, so I bit the bait" Jun cupped her face and kissed her breathless. He just wished this moment would never pass, but he couldn’t help it. Ha had taken a decision. And as much as Jun thought it over, he was in peace with his decision. He was going to miss her, and it was going to be hard as hell, but he had a good feeling. He had Miyako. “Want to go another round?” Jun asked against her pouty lips, Miyako simply laughed and wrapped her arms around his neck.
Miyako woke up that Thursday after a long night of packing, talking and fucking. Jun was still asleep next to her holding her waist. She stayed up looking at him, until Jun’s eyelids start fluttered open “Good morning agent, ready for your last day at work?”
“Shut up” Miyako hid her face against the pillow a bit mad by Jun’s intent of light the mood “Oh come on Miyako, it is what it is, now come here and give me a kiss” Miyako got up reluctantly, dropping a heartless kiss on Jun’s lips “You are sad aren’t you?”
“Well, I’m not happy” Jun turned around and dropped on top of Miyako’s back, kissing her nape, still trying to light up the mood “Miyako, is the last day, come one”
“The things I hate the most is that I’m actually feeling things, no agency psychiatrist will help me with this, I feel hopeless and miserable”
“And it’s all my fault, I know, what can I do to make you feel better?” Miyako turned around, but Jun didn’t move an inch, he dropped a kiss on her breast and waited for her answer “Kiss me and …all that, I don’t know, just stick to me until I have to go”
“Understood” Jun arrange himself on top of her and dropped soft kisses on her face and neck. He was surprised by her cutely childish reaction but it made him realize that the Miyako iceberg was showing a bit more at the surface.
“So you have your bags, the money, the papers I asked you to hide and the books you wanted” Miyako checked around her all the things Jun named and realized she had everything she needed. Most of the luggage where things Jun have gave her. Books, his diaries, some discs, Jun’s favorite’s kimonos and shoes and some jewelry pieces that belonged to his mom “If I leave them here in some years they will be sell in an auction right? I want you to have them”
“Sure, I’ll give them back to you once you are out” Jun looked at her with a brooding expression “Miyako, I wanted to talk about that, and I waited to the last minute for obvious reasons” Miyako nodded, grabbed Jun’s hand and walked him outside the room in to the terrace. Jun sat at the table where he uses to have his breakfast and Miyako didn’t sit at the chair, but kneeled next to him, without releasing his hand “Jun, they will probably give you 15 years at jail, with some luck maybe 10 years”
“I know, that’s why I wanted to ask you, are you going to wait for me?”
“I am the one that should be asking you that, no, I beg you, Jun, wait for me”
“What do you mean?” Miyako stared at their linked hands and taking a long breath she related him half of the truth “I need you to wait for me, stay strong, even if I don’t contact you at all, I need to make them believe that I came here, did my job and then keep up with my life”
“Miyako, what are you up to?” Jun’s haunted face made her smile, she knew he was worried, and she actually liked that “You must know that I can take care of myself” Jun looked down, a bit pained, but sure that Miyako was telling the truth. She knew how to take care of herself.
Hell, she could take care of both. “Understood, I’ll wait for you, and I will leave everything in your hands, but why don’t you tell me what are you planning to do?” Miyako didn’t answer, she only looked at him, and Jun decided to close the issue. And anyway it was already a bit pass 8, and she had to leave. Miyako said goodbye to Taro and Sabotarou, and walked inside the house. Jun followed her, with his arms crossed and muttering no words. Miyako collected her things and stood in the entrance door, looking at Jun who was resting against the wall, across the hallway, far away from her “So I guess that’s all”
“I guess, now I just have to wait until tomorrow” Miyako wanted to answer, kipping the relaxed tone they were using, but her throat closed, and the pain in her chest didn’t let her utter a word. Jun saw the pain pass across her face, and how the iceberg floated in to the surface, finally showing. He walked the distance that kept them apart and pulled Miyako in a suffocating hug, bringing her the closest he could to his chest, feeling her trembling in his embrace. She answered the hug, as thigh as she could, and in between thick tears she make sure to inhale his sent, memorize the lines of his back and the strong hold of his arms.
They stayed like that for some long 30 minutes until Miyako decided to move apart, for her own sake. Jun let her slide from his arms, her breath already settled, no trail of tears on her eyes. They didn’t exchange more words. Jun only touched her face, neck and hands. Kissed her cheeks and lips countless times until she put together all her force and took a step back, opening the door and walking outside the house.
Jun watched her leave with a faint smile. Miyako looked back at him only one time. She tried her best to give him a peaceful face and promised to herself that from no one, she had one only mission. Help Jun run away from jail. From now to five more years Matsumoto would be a free man.
And not only because she loved him and wanted to see him free, but also because Jun had gave her his trust, and she will always be in debt for that.
June 16th
Sakurai stood I front of the wooden gate covering his eyes from the burning sun. He checked his watch and took note of the time. 11 am, he wrote on his small notebook, time of arrival. He looked around, the house looked like a fortress, but outside there was a small wood plaque with two kanijs on it. Matsumoto. He pressed the doorbell and waited until a voice answered “Yes?”
“Is Sakurai Sho, from Tokio’s 5th police station, can we have a word mister Matsumoto?” He didn’t get an answer, only the sound of the door opening. Sho brought in three of his men, all of them armed. The door of the house was already open, and Matsumoto was waiting for them outside under the threshold. “Good morning Matsumoto Jun-san” He said from afar “We have an order to take you with us to the police station” Jun walked outside the house, reaching Sho. He was full dressed in jeans, a thick sweater and leather shoes “You’re being accused under the charges of drug trafficking, illegal sale of narcotics and blackmailing, you have the right to remain silent anything you say can be used against you in the court of law” Jun remained silence. He looked at Sho, then at the three men behind him, and finally he looked back at his house. His next move took Sho by surprise. Jun stood in front of him, with his arms outstretched, offering him his wrists, ready for the handcuffs. Sho shook his head slightly, coming back and taking the handcuffs out from his back pocket. He placed Matsumoto’s palms facing outward with the thumb up and hold the handcuff in his right hand. He pushed the bow between the base of the left hand and wrist bone and repeated the same with Matsumoto’s right hand. He stayed in silence, with his head held high, staring at Sho. That made him a bit uncomfortable. Whit that reaction, Sho didn’t know what to do, he was ready to confront Matsumoto’s guys, maybe some bullets, but Matsumoto was by himself, calm as the summer sky.
Sho walked behind him and pushed him softly, telling him to walk. Matsumoto obeyed and started walking with a steady step. Sho followed him from behind, holding his right shoulder. They walked in to the street and as soon as Sho stood next to the car, the rest of the team walked outside their cars and got inside the house. Sho sat Matsumoto in the back seat and he sat next to him. The cop behind the wheel initiated the engine and drove down the street. “We got you Matsumoto” Said the driver, sending him a nasty look though the rear-view mirror. Matsumoto only smiled at him “Sir please, restrain yourself from any comment” Said Sho, not sure why. Matsumoto stared at him in surprise and finally opened his mouth “You say your name is Sakurai Sho?”
“Yes” Matsumoto nodded a couple of times and looked away “Why? Is my life in danger” He said, with a hint of playfulness and Matsumoto answered with a light tone “No, I just feel like I heard your name before, but maybe I’m wrong” Matsumoto bowed at him, a bit apologetic and fixed his stare in the road.
Sho did the same, and a cold deep shiver ran up his back.
Author:su_ede
Length: About 6096 words
Pairing: Matsumoto Jun x OC
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU - Action - Police
Disclaimer: I don't own Arashi...or maybe I do, who knows?
Summary: Sonoda Miyako works as a secret agent at Japans National Security Agency. After a hard mission his boss want her to work in a new case. The man? Matsumoto Jun, a guy that for the police is like a ghost. They need her to capture him.
A/N: Thank you SOOOO much for reading. Comments are my vitamin. OMG, Are we getting closer to the end?
From June 11th to June 31th
June 11th to June 15th
Miyako didn't let go of Jun. Not even after their second orgasm. She hold to him, snuggling in his chest, her naked legs tied around his body "Miyako, you're suffocating me"
"I don’t care" Jun hugged her back, sticking tightly to her skin. He didn't care either. "We are a bit smutty aren’t we Miyako?"
"I know. Is just that I’m kind of relieved. I thought you would never allow me to kiss you again, let alone make love with you" Jun felt kind of guilty. He knew he was in all his right to be mad with Miyako for what happened. But at the same time, he never wondered how she was feeling. And with Miyako, what you see is only the tip of the iceberg, so on the inside she must have feel devastated. "I guess in jail I don’t get to have marital visits"
"I don’t think so, anyway I can't visit you, it would ruin the new plan" Jun wanted to complain, ask what she was planning, but he opted for ignorance. "Maybe I will be back at work for a while"
“So that means months away from here"
"Yeah, I’m sorry, but please trust me"
"I do Miyako, I do”
Jun came back from the kitchen with a tool box and a shovel. "I guess bank accounts are useless for me right now so we are going to need some metallic”. Jun kneeled in front of the music system inside his library and turned around one of the speakers. With expert fingers, he unscrewed the back of it and took off 10 rolls of money "1 million per roll, we are going to put them in that suitcase and gave them to Nino"
"All this for Nino?"
"Yes" Miyako saw the money with yearning eyes. This could make everything much easier. The plan she had needed some cash. So she asked Jun with no shame "I need money too"
"What?"
"I need some money too... Not for me but... Please trust me" Jun looked at her with questioning eyes and gave her a signal to follow him. He grabbed the shovel and walked outside the house in to the garden. Jun stopped behind a row of fruit trees and handed Miyako the shovel he was holding "If you want it, earn it" Miyako grabbed the shovel with an accomplice grin and started digging where Jun indicated her “Really, you buried your money, Ahoy my dear Jun” He was very amused by the strength Miyako showed. And despite the sweat falling down her forehead, she didn’t stopped until she hit something hard with the tip of the shovel. Jun approached her and grabbed the box from inside the hole "20 million, you can keep the change" he said passing the box to Miyako. "Don’t worry, I will use it wisely"
"I trust you will" Miyako grabbed the box with force and wished for that money to bring her luck.
Jun called Nino that Monday at night inviting him for breakfast. Nino knocked at his door 20 minutes ahead of schedule "Good morning Miyako-chan!" Miyako gave him a polite salute and took him to the kitchen, Jun was waiting for him at the table.
Nino sat in front of Jun, Miyako served him coffee and then sat next to Jun. Nino’s face amused his friend very much "You said it was something important...are you guys getting married?"
"No Nino, is not that…you were right, I should have been more careful with Miyako. She wasn’t who we thought she was"
"What do you mean?" Nino looked at Miyako, she gave him back a blank stare and no words "She works for national security, she was here to get proofs about me and get me in to jail" Nino stood from the chair hitting the table sending her a recriminatory stare "You bitch! And what is she doing here then?!" Jun stood up too, posing a hand in Nino’s chest, trying to contain him "Kazu, calm down please let me finish, there's more" Nino’s breath was coming out in fast shallow exhalations, his hands shaking with rage. Jun remained standing, making sure that Nino wouldn’t grab the fork next to him and stab Miyako's throat with it. Nino kept still, mad, but following his friend’s orders. If he was like this, so calm and standing up for that woman, there must be something there that he didn't know.
By the end of Jun’s story Nino was already wondering if it was some kind of joke. It wasn’t the first time the police tried to get in to their business to get the information they needed. Then why now it worked. How’s that only one lying woman could do it, but not dozens of detectives that had passed by Matsumoto’s case?.
And the answer was in how Jun stared at Miyako when he was telling what happened that weekend, and to add even more, Miyako gave him the same stare.
Just brilliant. A couple of idiots "So she is giving you to the police, and you are still in love with her"
"She is not turning me to the police, I’m giving myself up. She tried to stop me but...I had already make a decision" Nino looked away from the couple in front of him. He was about to hit the hell out of both of them. He hold his head with both hands and took his time to evaluate everything “Would you leave us alone for a while Miyako? I need to talk to Jun"
"Sure, I’ll be at the library" Miyako stood up, bowed at Nino and walked outside the kitchen. “What the hell Jun?”
“Nino, I need this. I really need this”
“Then stop working on this, take all your money and leave the country, but why jail? I get you feel guilty, I get it, you never really liked this, you were full of rage so you just acted, but jail?! You don’t deserve that!” Miyako gave him a sad smile “Miyako said the same, but I think I deserve it…to start over”
“Jun, you killed a man once, and they suspect about you doing it, if you confess that, you’re not starting again, you would have to wait for death and then start again”
“I’m not confessing that. And Miyako is not telling them” Nino’s frown started to grow deeper, especially with Jun’s calm face in front of him “And why you trust her now?”
“I just do” Nino hit the table again, he was really loosing it, he could understand that Jun believed on her, Why not? But why jail? “They are going to be here this Friday”
“What? Who?”
“The police, Miyako told me that they are coming with an order to take me and everything inside my house. Miyako will take the important things with her, some papers, money and my diaries” So they have everything planed already, thought Nino, a bit sad.
Jun was his best friend. The only one who keep up with his crappy attitude was Jun, since childhood. And he has seen him going through so much. It pissed him off how someone as good and caring as Jun had to leave a life he didn’t deserve. Jun deserved a perfect life, filled with happiness. But he got nothing of that. And now, he wanted to jump from the cliff.
Nino didn’t care about their business, he didn’t care about the money, their clients or their co-workers. Fuck all that. He cared about his friend. His J. His brother, his dear brother.
But he knew his dear brother so very well. And when Jun was this calm could only mean he was already decided and in peace with his decision “There’s anyway I can convince you to run away?” Jun shook his head, the corner of his mouth twitching “So you love this Miyako uh?”
“Yeah, I hope you can understand it, but Nino, I want you to stay close to her”
“I don’t want to” Jun laughed at Nino’s reaction and spoke to him with a calm voice “Nino, she has something between her hands, and she could maybe need your help sometime. Also, it will be hard for us to keep in contact, so I’m going to need you to be our mediator” Jun’s pleading eyes reminded him when they were little and Jun acted a bit selfish, asking him for half of his bento or money for candy’s. “Nino, I know I’m being selfish, but I need your support, I know I ask for it always, and you have always give it to me…now again…I need it”
“J, come on! I know I am a bit mad, maybe surprised, this is all very sudden, but of course you have my support, you will always have it, and now, that Miyako too”
“I need her too Nino”
“I get it, you love each other, you guys are gross, whatever…Jun, I don’t think you need another human being to make your life complete, but if we are completely honest, having your wounds kissed by someone who doesn’t see them as disasters but cracks to put their love into, is one of the most reassuring thing in this world” Nino put in to words the exact feeling Jun was having. As expected. “But despite all that cheesy stuff, you will need a lawyer”
“I’ll be under your care”
“Of course, now call that girl so we can have breakfast” Jun stood up, and before leaving the kitchen, he gave Nino a quick hug.
Now that Nino and Jun have spoken, she felt better around them. He didn’t look at her with murder intentions anymore. “You don’t hate me, for doing this to your friend?” She asked after finishing breakfast, when Nino was bidding goodbye at the house front door. She tried to match the jokingly tone he has been using “Well, I do curse the day you were born, but in some way, I saw it coming. If it wasn’t you, probably Jun would have turn himself”
“No I wouldn’t”
“Yeah you would, after all, you are a good guy”
“You too Nino”
“No, I'm a lawyer that immediately takes me to a very low level of human being” The two of them laughed and Jun pulled him in to a tight hug, making Miyako’s heart hurt with guilt.
Miyako stopped him before Nino could get inside the car. He didn't even feel her following him, that freaked him out "Ninomiya-san, take this" She handed him a card with a number on it "Call this number when all this is settled...I'm going to need your help an guidance in the future”
“Is this about some plan that Jun talked about”
“Yeah, but he doesn’t know the details” Ninomiya stared at the paper, wondering if this was good, or he would end up as his friend. But it was supposedly for helping Jun. And it worth the risk “Ok, I will save this, and Miyako...what is going to happen to you after all is settled?” Miyako got serious and the stare she gave him turned him to ice. It was a bit scary “I will go back to work” That surprised him. To not say angered him “Are you going to keep working for the people that put your love behind the bars?”
“Yes, I’m more useful there...I don’t expect you to understand it, now excuse me" Her defensive tone surprised him, he could identify with it, especially when it came to Jun "Does Jun understands it?” “
“He does" Nino only nodded in understanding "Oh and Miyako-chan? Somehow, I feel with the need to say thanks to you, this could have been worst"
"What do you mean?"
"Okubo Shigeru, that name will follow Jun for the rest of his life. You and I know it, but if anyone finds out about it, things would been a bit harder" Miyako bowed and walked inside the house and Nino could get inside the car.
After dinner, Miyako got inside her room to call Aiba. His marry voice greet her at the other side of the line "Miya-chan what happened to you?!, you didn't go home this weekend?”
“No, I had to stay here, any news?”
“No, they are just waiting until Friday, boss had been a bit mad towards you for not reporting anything”
“Well, tell him to suck it up because I’m about to send him a big one. I'm uploading to the cloud some important information”
“Ok, I’ll call him right now”
“Before you do that, anything new about the other case?”
“Yes! A lot! I found out footage of the accident hidden in Kyoto! Matsumoto was there, he saw the accident, did you know that?”
“I did, you can see who was inside the other car”
“Sort of, but oh! Miya-chan! I have a lot of new info!”
“Great leave it at my house”
“Roger! Here comes the boss” Miyako heard some noise before she could hear the voice of her boss “Sonoda where are you?”
“At work”
“Can we have a video call?, if it’s not too much to ask miss” Miyako hated the passive aggressive tone her boss was using, but it was within his rights ”Yes, Matsumoto is sleeping. Give me 5 minutes and I will be there” Miyako hung up her phone and turned on her computer. Just when she was about to make the call, Jun got in her room. She explained him the situation, and he asked her if he could stay “Sure, but quiet”
Jun winked at her and sat on the floor. The first face that Miyako saw was the face of Sakurai with bags under his eyes and a deep frown “Long time no see Sonoda”
“Sorry sir, I had to stay for work”
“Did you forget about your other job?”
“No, that’s why right now you are receiving all the information regardless Matsumoto’s buyers an suppliers” The look on his face was all she wanted, wide eyes and mouth hanging open “Oh” Was the only thing he daid. Miyako wanted to laugh, at least smile, but no, she stopped herself. He was her boss “Yes, oh” Miyako heard Aiba’s screaming from somewhere inside his lab “SIR!! Look at this !!!” Sho walked away from the camera, to Aiba’s direction “Sonoda, where did you get this?” She couldn’t see him, only heard him “Matsumoto’s safe. There were some papers too, I’ll send them later”
“This is very good, that reminds me, did Aiba told you?”
“About the hurry your people has? Yeah, I heard, fuck them, I could have found more info, but if they can’t hold their shit, is not my problem”
“Sonoda you are talking with your boss, keep your language on line, and also, they are your people too” She didn’t answer, only grunted. “Anything else Sonoda?”
“No boss, nothing else”
“Ok, then your job is done, I want you here this Thursday, Tell Matsumoto that you have a family emergency or whatever, you don’t need to go to your temporary place, we will take care of it, go home, rest and then I want you here so you can start work in Matsumoto’s report”
“Understood”
“Ok, good job Sonoda, as usual”
“Thanks sir, now if you excuse me” Miyako closed her computer and threw it from her lap on to the floor "Fuck!"
"Miyako, is alright" Jun ran to her side and brought her close to his chest, feeling how the first tears were wetting his t-shirt, this was the first time he saw her brake down "Is alright, come on, don’t cry"
“It’s so close Jun, we still may have some time, and if we are careful I think we can still...”
“Miyako, I already thought about it. I'm giving myself up, next Friday I will no longer be a free man” Miyako closed her eyes tightly. She was scared, mad and frustrated. And Jun was talking so calmly about leaving to jail, that it scared her. "I’m so sorry"
"It's not your fault Miyako, come here" Jun pushed Miyako against the bed, covering her with his body and kissing her deeply. Miyako tipped her head, pressing back into his solid body “I can't believe you still want to make love to me after all this, I wouldn’t even..." Jun cut her off mid-sentence with another kiss. He pulled back just as Miyako was about to respond. She followed him back and pressed her lips to Jun in retaliation. "Of course I still want to make love to you, I need some recharge so I can survive god knows how many years away from you" Miyako got sad again. Jun kissed her cheek gently, trying to erase the sadness away from her face. He gave her another kiss, this time on her jaw line, then down to her neck. She sighed, a sigh that ran through Jun’s body. He kept lying soft and gentle kisses on her exposed collarbone and Miyako wrapped her arms around his neck, rocking slightly against Jun’s body. Jun moaned against her skin before kissing his way back up to her lips. Miyako gritted her teeth. With her neck tilted back and exposed, Jun leaned in and sucked on it. Living a mark, a mark that could stay there for several years, although he knew it was impossible. “Jun, do it harder, please leave…”
“Something to remember me by?” Miyako smiled this time, amused by Jun’s playful tone, despite all the melodramatic situation. Miyako pressed her lips harder against his as her way to telling him to go deeper; and Jun obeyed. He opened his mouth and slid his tongue on her lower lip, tasting his softness, carving the feeling in his mind. He leaned in again for a kiss, heated and slightly painful “Take off my clothes,” Jun ordered, getting up from the bed and standing in front of her. Miyako stayed on her back for a few seconds before sitting up, with a grin and crinkle eyes. She removed his t-shirt, taking her time to kiss Jun’s smooth, ivory skin. His collarbone, his wide shoulders and plain chest. She passed her hands around his chiseled torso with urgency, absorbing its perfection through her fingertips. She moved her hands down his hips, hooking her fingers in his pants and boxers, pulling them down in one go. She sat in the edge of the bed, locking her arms around Jun’s waist, resting her head against his stomach, feeling the warmth irradiate. Her heartbeat was rising, and her breathing was so shallow that she felt in the border of a panic attack. Jun placed a gentle kiss on her forehead, caressing her nape, whispering soothing words in Miyako’s ear. Her grip got stronger, and Jun didn’t know what else she could do to calm her down. He stayed there, caressing her head and back, until he could feel her relax, once her breathing was rhythmic again. “Miyako, stay here with me, right now, don’t let your mind falter, stay here, in this moment, let me do it”
“Jun…”
“I know, you’re sorry, you feel guilty, but don’t, you are not guilty…come here, forget about all that” Jun pulled her up by her armpits and set her in front of him. She stared at Jun’s face, his eyes were heavy with lust and his lips glowing, so tempting “You propose that I should forget about everything and drawn in a night of wild sex?”
“Exactly, wild and unforgettable sex” Miyako giggled, a shy laugh that Jun hadn’t hear before, and suddenly his mind was wavering too. They shared so little time together, there were so many things that he still didn’t know about Miyako, so many things he hasn’t see about her, and now there was no time to do it. But he had to follow his own advice and stay there, focused on Miyako, and only Miyako.
Jun grabbed the hem of her t-shirt and pulled it up, marvelling at her body. He caressed her neck and trailed his fingers down in between her breasts, and down her stomach to the top of her jeans. He unbuckled her belt and open the buttons, pulling her pants and underwear down in one move. He helped her get off of them, and drop a kiss on her right knee, her thighs and hips. He stood up again and grabbed Miyako in between his arms, his fingers splayed, he ran his hands up and down the skin of her back, before finally releasing the hook of her bra. The straps slid down and the piece of lingerie feel on to the floor. Jun pressed Miyako’s chest tightly against his own feeling as much of her skin as possible. He ran his tongue over her collar bone and brought a hand up, cupping her breast and dragging his thumb over her soft nipple. Miyako couldn’t suppress her moan as her back arched into his touch. Jun set her down on the bed, she reclined back on one elbow, her right arm around Jun’s neck, pulling him down to her. He trailed his kisses up her jaw to her ear, grabbing her hair, tilting her head to the side so he could have a better access to her neck. Miyako sucked in a breath, burying her fingers in his hair. Jun answered moving his mouth to the junction of her neck and shoulder and began to suckle the skin there, decided on leaving mark. His hands slipped down, cupping the back of her thighs and lifting her hips from the bed. Miyako locked her legs around his hips and clutched his shoulders. Jun removed her left arm from his neck and kissed her lips again, he was already missing them. He ran his tongue over her lower lip and swallowed the moan she released, then bit her chin and scratched her teeth down her throat. Running her fingers across his scalp, Miyako guided his head where she wanted it. Jun obeyed and moved down to her chest. But rather than taking the nipple directly into his mouth, he ran his tongue and lips along the underside of her breast and around the outside edge of the areola. “Damn teaser” She said grabbing Jun’s head in between her hands watching Jun grin against her skin.
They locked eyes as their bodies moved in a frenzied pace. He watched her from beneath his lashes as he closed his lips over her tip. Her eyes closed as she rolled her hips against his stomach in response. Jun trailed his left hand down her side, across her stomach, cupping her. Miyako moaned throw her open lips, her eyes rolling to the back of her head. She called his name with a sensuous voice that sent a jolt through him. A sudden necessity rushed over Jun and also Miyako. He sat back and pulled her so that her bottom rested on his knees and lifted her right leg onto his shoulder pressing kisses on the inside of her ankle. His free hand pressed against her clit as her fingers traced his thighs. Jun buried two fingers inside her, hooking slightly and brushing her spot. She panted, unable to formulate words at the moment. Jun kissed his ankle again, moving his fingers faster and rougher inside her. He watched her face closely as his fingers brought her closer to absolute oblivion. “Jun, I’m going to come” She muttered in between shallow breaths “Always so ahead of me” Miyako grabbed his hand, trying to stop the hot wave that was covering her body “It’s your fault, you’re too thorough”
“And your wick is too short” Miyako laughed, and Jun took that opportunity to keep moving his fingers. “Don’t worry, come if you want” Miyako nodded and relaxed, lying on her back, releasing Jun’s arm and bringing her hands to her breast. Jun bit his lip, feasting at the sight of Miyako, her hair tangled around her neck, her lips open, moaning with no shame, and the feel of her tightening around his fingers. After a few brushes Miyako came screaming his name. Jun let her body rest for a little before scooping her up in his arms and changing their position so she was now straddling him. He cleaned the sweat form her forehead with his hand and arranged her perfectly on top of him. He guided his cock inside her, slowly “You’re so sexy,” Jun moaned, pushing in all the way to the hilt, Miyako gasped, her chest heaving heavily “And I love you” he said before give a first test thrust. Miyako sighed, biting her lip and rocking her hips, holding to Jun’s shoulders as leverage. Jun moaned her name as she ran her hands down his back, cupping his butt. Her back arched at the sound of his voice and her walls tightened around him. Jun held her in place above him as she rapidly moved her hips, stirring Jun’s first orgasm, and her second one. Her airy cries filled the room before she came. “Keep moving” Jun said, grabbing her hips with a strong hold and came after a few more thrusts. Miyako rested her forehead against his, getting down form the high Jun’s body caused her. She felt Jun smooth his hand across the small of her back and press his other hand against her nape, moving her had for a kiss. He brushed his fingers over her shoulder and ghosted them down her torso, before resting his hand on the curve of her waist. Miyako always looked so vulnerable after sex, and he secretly liked it. She looked at him, at his drowsy and swollen lips " You are so beautiful Jun"
"Well you are not bad either" Both laughed, followed by a sight due the feeling of their flushed skins rubbing against each other "You know what? My first thought when I saw your picture in the screen at the agency was damn!"
"You put your eye on me immediately?"
"I wonder" Miyako re-arrange her position, pulling Jun closer "Miyako, was your objective to make me fall in love with you?"
"Not really, I just had to get the info, boss told me to do whatever I had to do to get them"
"And you picked get in to my pants" She pinched Jun’s hip, kissing the squeal he released "Sorry, but I wasn’t the one giving oral in the kitchen"
"You were asking for it" Jun faked a smug smile, gaining another pinch on his waist "Yeah sure, although I originally wanted to gain your trust, not get in to your pants, then I realized that you wanted it, so I bit the bait" Jun cupped her face and kissed her breathless. He just wished this moment would never pass, but he couldn’t help it. Ha had taken a decision. And as much as Jun thought it over, he was in peace with his decision. He was going to miss her, and it was going to be hard as hell, but he had a good feeling. He had Miyako. “Want to go another round?” Jun asked against her pouty lips, Miyako simply laughed and wrapped her arms around his neck.
Miyako woke up that Thursday after a long night of packing, talking and fucking. Jun was still asleep next to her holding her waist. She stayed up looking at him, until Jun’s eyelids start fluttered open “Good morning agent, ready for your last day at work?”
“Shut up” Miyako hid her face against the pillow a bit mad by Jun’s intent of light the mood “Oh come on Miyako, it is what it is, now come here and give me a kiss” Miyako got up reluctantly, dropping a heartless kiss on Jun’s lips “You are sad aren’t you?”
“Well, I’m not happy” Jun turned around and dropped on top of Miyako’s back, kissing her nape, still trying to light up the mood “Miyako, is the last day, come one”
“The things I hate the most is that I’m actually feeling things, no agency psychiatrist will help me with this, I feel hopeless and miserable”
“And it’s all my fault, I know, what can I do to make you feel better?” Miyako turned around, but Jun didn’t move an inch, he dropped a kiss on her breast and waited for her answer “Kiss me and …all that, I don’t know, just stick to me until I have to go”
“Understood” Jun arrange himself on top of her and dropped soft kisses on her face and neck. He was surprised by her cutely childish reaction but it made him realize that the Miyako iceberg was showing a bit more at the surface.
“So you have your bags, the money, the papers I asked you to hide and the books you wanted” Miyako checked around her all the things Jun named and realized she had everything she needed. Most of the luggage where things Jun have gave her. Books, his diaries, some discs, Jun’s favorite’s kimonos and shoes and some jewelry pieces that belonged to his mom “If I leave them here in some years they will be sell in an auction right? I want you to have them”
“Sure, I’ll give them back to you once you are out” Jun looked at her with a brooding expression “Miyako, I wanted to talk about that, and I waited to the last minute for obvious reasons” Miyako nodded, grabbed Jun’s hand and walked him outside the room in to the terrace. Jun sat at the table where he uses to have his breakfast and Miyako didn’t sit at the chair, but kneeled next to him, without releasing his hand “Jun, they will probably give you 15 years at jail, with some luck maybe 10 years”
“I know, that’s why I wanted to ask you, are you going to wait for me?”
“I am the one that should be asking you that, no, I beg you, Jun, wait for me”
“What do you mean?” Miyako stared at their linked hands and taking a long breath she related him half of the truth “I need you to wait for me, stay strong, even if I don’t contact you at all, I need to make them believe that I came here, did my job and then keep up with my life”
“Miyako, what are you up to?” Jun’s haunted face made her smile, she knew he was worried, and she actually liked that “You must know that I can take care of myself” Jun looked down, a bit pained, but sure that Miyako was telling the truth. She knew how to take care of herself.
Hell, she could take care of both. “Understood, I’ll wait for you, and I will leave everything in your hands, but why don’t you tell me what are you planning to do?” Miyako didn’t answer, she only looked at him, and Jun decided to close the issue. And anyway it was already a bit pass 8, and she had to leave. Miyako said goodbye to Taro and Sabotarou, and walked inside the house. Jun followed her, with his arms crossed and muttering no words. Miyako collected her things and stood in the entrance door, looking at Jun who was resting against the wall, across the hallway, far away from her “So I guess that’s all”
“I guess, now I just have to wait until tomorrow” Miyako wanted to answer, kipping the relaxed tone they were using, but her throat closed, and the pain in her chest didn’t let her utter a word. Jun saw the pain pass across her face, and how the iceberg floated in to the surface, finally showing. He walked the distance that kept them apart and pulled Miyako in a suffocating hug, bringing her the closest he could to his chest, feeling her trembling in his embrace. She answered the hug, as thigh as she could, and in between thick tears she make sure to inhale his sent, memorize the lines of his back and the strong hold of his arms.
They stayed like that for some long 30 minutes until Miyako decided to move apart, for her own sake. Jun let her slide from his arms, her breath already settled, no trail of tears on her eyes. They didn’t exchange more words. Jun only touched her face, neck and hands. Kissed her cheeks and lips countless times until she put together all her force and took a step back, opening the door and walking outside the house.
Jun watched her leave with a faint smile. Miyako looked back at him only one time. She tried her best to give him a peaceful face and promised to herself that from no one, she had one only mission. Help Jun run away from jail. From now to five more years Matsumoto would be a free man.
And not only because she loved him and wanted to see him free, but also because Jun had gave her his trust, and she will always be in debt for that.
June 16th
Sakurai stood I front of the wooden gate covering his eyes from the burning sun. He checked his watch and took note of the time. 11 am, he wrote on his small notebook, time of arrival. He looked around, the house looked like a fortress, but outside there was a small wood plaque with two kanijs on it. Matsumoto. He pressed the doorbell and waited until a voice answered “Yes?”
“Is Sakurai Sho, from Tokio’s 5th police station, can we have a word mister Matsumoto?” He didn’t get an answer, only the sound of the door opening. Sho brought in three of his men, all of them armed. The door of the house was already open, and Matsumoto was waiting for them outside under the threshold. “Good morning Matsumoto Jun-san” He said from afar “We have an order to take you with us to the police station” Jun walked outside the house, reaching Sho. He was full dressed in jeans, a thick sweater and leather shoes “You’re being accused under the charges of drug trafficking, illegal sale of narcotics and blackmailing, you have the right to remain silent anything you say can be used against you in the court of law” Jun remained silence. He looked at Sho, then at the three men behind him, and finally he looked back at his house. His next move took Sho by surprise. Jun stood in front of him, with his arms outstretched, offering him his wrists, ready for the handcuffs. Sho shook his head slightly, coming back and taking the handcuffs out from his back pocket. He placed Matsumoto’s palms facing outward with the thumb up and hold the handcuff in his right hand. He pushed the bow between the base of the left hand and wrist bone and repeated the same with Matsumoto’s right hand. He stayed in silence, with his head held high, staring at Sho. That made him a bit uncomfortable. Whit that reaction, Sho didn’t know what to do, he was ready to confront Matsumoto’s guys, maybe some bullets, but Matsumoto was by himself, calm as the summer sky.
Sho walked behind him and pushed him softly, telling him to walk. Matsumoto obeyed and started walking with a steady step. Sho followed him from behind, holding his right shoulder. They walked in to the street and as soon as Sho stood next to the car, the rest of the team walked outside their cars and got inside the house. Sho sat Matsumoto in the back seat and he sat next to him. The cop behind the wheel initiated the engine and drove down the street. “We got you Matsumoto” Said the driver, sending him a nasty look though the rear-view mirror. Matsumoto only smiled at him “Sir please, restrain yourself from any comment” Said Sho, not sure why. Matsumoto stared at him in surprise and finally opened his mouth “You say your name is Sakurai Sho?”
“Yes” Matsumoto nodded a couple of times and looked away “Why? Is my life in danger” He said, with a hint of playfulness and Matsumoto answered with a light tone “No, I just feel like I heard your name before, but maybe I’m wrong” Matsumoto bowed at him, a bit apologetic and fixed his stare in the road.
Sho did the same, and a cold deep shiver ran up his back.