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Hate
You know what I hate? Self actualization. You know what my fellow classmates did so they could be plastic surgeons, heart surgeons, or in one cause an astronaut doctor? They worked their ass off in highschool to go to a good college to work hard to get to medical school in which they worked their ass off.
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Pain
Just got a cystoscopy. Took Valium before, made it much less painful but now I am stoned. Also, scar tissue was to thick, they can't dilate it so I need a urethrotomy, where they go and cut the scar tissue out with a blade
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Time 3
Time passes by quickly, especially when you are in a satisfying situation. Before you know it, the circumstance has passed and not only has it passed, but it is gone forever. In it's place remains a rusty imperfect memory. It lacks the involvement of the senses which defines the present and just does not "feel" real anymore.
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I hate time part 2
It makes me very sad to think one day Noah won't care about Elmo or buzz light year or choochoos and he won't want to be held by his dad or climb on his back. I know this is coming, and I know when it comes I'll think where did the time go? It amazes me all parents go thru this horrible loss of innocence and then choose to do it again and again
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Time
I hate how time advances: relationships lost, old memories forgotten, experiences become just thoughts. People important to us fade into nothing, disappearing from our lives. Relationships we deeply cherished and were important to us fade into trivialness. Experiences become cloudy memories, details forgotten, the feelings of the moment being ( Read more... ) -
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Multiple suicide attempts along with expressed suicidal intent to family and friends. The army has the perfect treatment, another tour in afghanistan! Great to know since Vietnam we have learned to treat our troops better.
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Tats
I began this year with two tattoos over 10 years old. Now I have 9. Need more
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Livejournal
I miss you livejournal. Facebook is like a dumbed down livejournal, when has there ever been deep introspective things posted on fb?
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Been working almost 6 months as Family medicine, average around 40-80hrs/wk depending on the rotation. Have done things that others would disagree with, have been able to maintain most of my moral/ethical well-being.
I spend any internet time on my iphone, which has a very crappy livejournal app so I don't really use it.