You Finally Said It

Feb 15, 2010 03:07

Title: You Finally Said It
Pairing: broken! Onew/Key
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Length: 576 words
Summary: Key left Onew with another guy
A/n: HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!! A short story that is done within an hour.. SORRY...



Your trembling hands, there was something important you wanted to tell me. I could see from the look on your face. It was Valentine’s today, we were going to spend our time here. It was the restaurant that marks the start of our sweet relationship. I know, it will also mark an end to it.

“Let break up, Onew.” You finally said the three words that you should have said long time ago… Past six months, I know you made a new friend. The person could give you the happiness that you wanted… He could give you the things that I can’t. Even though I know you were falling for that guy, yet I keep on telling myself that you still love me.

“Haha… It’s not April fool yet, Key.” I faked out laughter.

“I’m not kidding, I found another guy and we have been going out for five months…” I know this was the truth. But I lied to myself, you have your own reason for breaking up… You didn’t have another man other than me…

“I’m not joking Jinki. Let’s break up. I know, I shouldn’t break with you on Valentine’s day, but I’m tired. I don’t want to lie to you anymore. Making you looked like a fool.” I didn’t mind acting like a fool, Key. I always have been acting like a fool for the past six months. I know both of you have done more imitate action than we both did. He was your life. I will always love you, isn’t it enough?

“I don’t mind Key… I really don’t mind. Let me continue to act like a fool. I beg you… Please, don’t leave me.” I reach out to held onto your icy cold hands, it was no longer warm like it was before. What else can I do so that you won’t leave me? All along I know your love isn’t with me, it’s somewhere far away… That’s why you want to leave me to where your heart is. I can’t… I can’t let you go.

“I love you Key.” I know, in the past I have never said those three words to you. Maybe it’s my fault, you thought I didn’t love you like you love me. I did, I love you more than you love me Key… It’s just that I didn’t make these three words available for you. I never show my care to you, only care for you in my heart.

You looked down, not saying anything. Don’t leave me alone, Key. Loving you was the only reason that kept me alive until today. Don’t ask me why you were the only reason, I just know my heart was given to you when my eyes laid on you Key….

“Jinki… It’s all too late now.” You push away my hands that were holding onto your hand. What else you want me to do? What can I do to hold you back?

“Forgive me, Jinki.” You were determined to leave, what else can I say? It took me a minute before I forcefully smiled, painfully bearing the pain.

“I will… Key…. I will…” The relief looks on your face. I don’t want to see you getting so tired anymore… You have to run two places, keeping two relationships ongoing… Even if I hope that you would give me another chance to love you, but I know, it’s impossible. But still, I want to tell you…

Saranghaeyo…

!fanfic, member: key, fandom: shinee, pairing: onew/key, member: onew

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