im in love.

A new day, another story. I'm so lost. Kim hates me, Jessie's too cool for me, along with everyone else, yes that includes you, I like Tom but I like Scott too. Jennas gone. Can I complain some more? Okay.

so basically i think ive actually been happy lately. because of that one thing i cant talk about, which sucks. but anyways, the only depressing thing going on is kim leaving in august. i cant believe its coming up so soon. it pisses me off that tom left and now kim is, two of the most important people of my life. i guess shit like that just happens ( Read more... )

so its been a while. how lovely. things are going down the shitter, gotta love it. i dont even care anymore. i need help.

fairfax sucks

so i just got back from the hospital. it was pretty much what i expected it to be. it helped though. so yea, im feeling a little better than i was. happy days, right? deirdrie gave me a flower today, it made me smile, thank you deir. i got a lot of hugs. i love hugs.

If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you....

so it's been a while since ive updated. shit's been going dooowwwn. heh? i guess im just busy, but arent we all? whatevs. i miss tom. 3000 miles is too many. come back. i miss donny too. melissa i need a hug. and morgan. i wonder when shes coming back. my mom thinks it would be a good idea for me to go impatient. im scared. mylissa you should still ( Read more... )

Harsh words & violent blows ( Read more... )

Total reality check today. Haven't been in that situation for a long time, and it definitely hit me hard. I wish there was something I could do, some way to make all her pain go away. I don't understand why someone so caring, so nice and genuine, would have to go through all of that shit, it pisses me off. People are just so freakin rude these days ( Read more... )