ok monday i spent part of the day with my older brother. he got in saturday night and sunday he spent most of the day with his friend and then i went to a friends house and he left too for a bbq. but anyways, monday we went to the outback so i could fill out another app to try to get a job there. on the way we talked about me bein gay and how he ( Read more... )

ok saturday i went down to medford for a demoly initiation for them. it was all good for the most part. when we first got there, we went to the wardrobe room to change to get into our formal attire per say, and all of us from eugene kept making comments about coming out of the closet and bein gay and other weird things like that. well there was a ( Read more... )

well last night when i got home from nowheres land, my grandma talked to me and said that when i graduate im not having to move out. im just gonna have to pay for my own things now. and we talked about how i would be able to afford to go to lcc here in town and that i do need to find a job now. it just sucks now though cause i have nothin to do and ( Read more... )

ok this weekend, cody was up for my prom for those of you who didnt know that. i had fun this weekend and we spent alot of time together. i still dont know if anything is gonna happen with us, just have to wait and see. he has plans for life and so do i, just have to see if they cross long enough for something to happen but also the fact that time ( Read more... )

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ok i just want to say that i am happy right now that tomorrow i will be seein cody and we will be coming back up here for prom on this weekend, yay. he finally has a tux to wear to prom too. all the plans havent been finished yet but for the most part they are ready ( Read more... )

well first of all, i want to apologize to both cody's real quick. cody in alabama i cant understand why my computer will not let me post a comment about any of your entries. and cody here, im so sorry for bein paranoid about the whole prom date thing. i just should of given ya more time ( Read more... )

ok all day for the most part i have been paranoid about whether or not cody and might go to prom or not together, well after talkin to a good friend, gabe, i have become relaxed and not paranoid about cody. gabe said to just give him some time cause hes probably just tryin to fix somethings that happened to him from last week. i just wish though ( Read more... )

well i havent called cody since thursday night when we got disconnected and he hasnt called me back. i called and left him my number and told him to call whenever he wants to call me and not to worry about anyone else answering the phone cause it is strictly my phone line. well the school also hasnt recieved the paper back from him through the fax ( Read more... )

ok yesterday after school i went over to my old coaches house to talk to him. well we were talkin and i guess my dad has been talkin to him and asked him to talk some sense into me about goin back to alabama. well after we talked for awhile, he told me that if i didnt go back to alabama then my grandma was goin to kick me out of the house. well ( Read more... )