The end of the semester just completely snuck up on me. I can't believe classes are over. What's up with that? Now I'm feeling all sad and shit because this is really the end of an era
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Don't let your dad's words bother you too much. Sometimes parents want to live through you, which they shouldn't do by any means. You should find what makes you happiest and stay focused on that. Good people can come into your life when you least expect it. Sometimes you may have to reach out a hand and try trusting people. It may not be easy, and by god, I've regretted it in recent years myself due to constant disappointment. But, idk, if you throw in the towel now, it'll be even harder for people to see the good qualities in you. Just my two cents. Keep your chin up! :c
I don't think it's that he wants to live through me so much as he just really thinks that's what will make me happy. He think's I'd bee so much happier as a 'typical college kid' but I think that sounds about as boring as you can get.
I've resolved to try and get closer to the people who are remaining here and seeing if I can be more active in a club I'm part of at my university. I think I just kind of let myself coast along and I shouldn't do that.
If you ever need to rant anymore, feel free to IM me or PM me somehow (though I think IMing will be better, since...I don't always sign onto livejournal enough =A=):
AIM: firebloodchild (I am afraid of showing this identity to public too often, so...I have this reserved for my friend circles ^^;)
Gtalk: qinshihuang.221bc
Yahoo!IM: dazhouhui_2004
Or if that isn't good enough...feel free to skype me. :3 I'll PM you my ID on there if you want.
Honestly I've always relied on Erin, Erin's friends became my friends and how shitty is that? All she does anymore is piss me off and stress me out but I'm so scared I won't be able to get friends on my own if she leaves.This, bb. THIS. I know exactly how you fucking feel and it fucking sucks! The whole 'I feel completely incapable of making friends myself and need someone to hold my hand' feeling. Yup. Though it's awful to say, it's a bit bettering to see that someone else feels it too
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You get lazy with it thinking your friends will always be there and then they aren't and it sucks. I'm just going to have to put in an effort for once though, starting this summer I hope
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I've resolved to try and get closer to the people who are remaining here and seeing if I can be more active in a club I'm part of at my university. I think I just kind of let myself coast along and I shouldn't do that.
Thanks so much <3
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If you ever need to rant anymore, feel free to IM me or PM me somehow (though I think IMing will be better, since...I don't always sign onto livejournal enough =A=):
AIM: firebloodchild (I am afraid of showing this identity to public too often, so...I have this reserved for my friend circles ^^;)
Gtalk: qinshihuang.221bc
Yahoo!IM: dazhouhui_2004
Or if that isn't good enough...feel free to skype me. :3 I'll PM you my ID on there if you want.
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You should totally add me on skype. Send me a note, mysweetlenore is the name there.
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Honestly I've always relied on Erin, Erin's friends became my friends and how shitty is that? All she does anymore is piss me off and stress me out but I'm so scared I won't be able to get friends on my own if she leaves.This, bb. THIS. I know exactly how you fucking feel and it fucking sucks! The whole 'I feel completely incapable of making friends myself and need someone to hold my hand' feeling. Yup. Though it's awful to say, it's a bit bettering to see that someone else feels it too ( ... )
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