The end of the semester just completely snuck up on me. I can't believe classes are over. What's up with that? Now I'm feeling all sad and shit because this is really the end of an era
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Honestly I've always relied on Erin, Erin's friends became my friends and how shitty is that? All she does anymore is piss me off and stress me out but I'm so scared I won't be able to get friends on my own if she leaves.
This, bb. THIS. I know exactly how you fucking feel and it fucking sucks! The whole 'I feel completely incapable of making friends myself and need someone to hold my hand' feeling. Yup. Though it's awful to say, it's a bit bettering to see that someone else feels it too.
And I'm sorry about your dad saying those things. It can be a bit unnerving, and I'm sure he just wants you to have an awesome college experience (as you've stated), but you're just going to have to be blunt with him about what you like to do and that you do what you want. My mom used to be the same way and then I was like, because going out's expensive - do you want to foot the bill for every lunch and 'outing' I have? No? kthnx.
/hugs you so much! Srsly. you don't even know.
And it really seems you have a lot to look forward to, a wedding! Those are fun, yeah? Do you have dress and such? I bet your outfit is adorable, bb!
You get lazy with it thinking your friends will always be there and then they aren't and it sucks. I'm just going to have to put in an effort for once though, starting this summer I hope.
My dad always had a ton of people he used to hang with at college, but I've always preferred fewer closer friendships then a bunch of 'friends' I hardly know. Still, I just have to remind myself that he only says these things because he loves me.
The wedding! I've been looking forward to it for a year now since they got engaged, haha. I've known Jamil as long as Sabrina's been dating him and I had been saying for a year before they got engaged that they needed to get married already. I'm actually an usher for the wedding, which is why I gotta go to the rehearsal. Sabrina couldn't have any more bridesmaids but she really wanted me an Erin to be in the wedding so she kinda just made up the role for us, haha.
My outfit is so lovely! Me and my mom just went shopping yesterday for shoes and a purse to match! I hope to post up a bunch of photos from the wedding because it's going to be loverly~
Honestly I've always relied on Erin, Erin's friends became my friends and how shitty is that? All she does anymore is piss me off and stress me out but I'm so scared I won't be able to get friends on my own if she leaves.
This, bb. THIS. I know exactly how you fucking feel and it fucking sucks! The whole 'I feel completely incapable of making friends myself and need someone to hold my hand' feeling. Yup. Though it's awful to say, it's a bit bettering to see that someone else feels it too.
And I'm sorry about your dad saying those things. It can be a bit unnerving, and I'm sure he just wants you to have an awesome college experience (as you've stated), but you're just going to have to be blunt with him about what you like to do and that you do what you want. My mom used to be the same way and then I was like, because going out's expensive - do you want to foot the bill for every lunch and 'outing' I have? No? kthnx.
/hugs you so much! Srsly. you don't even know.
And it really seems you have a lot to look forward to, a wedding! Those are fun, yeah? Do you have dress and such? I bet your outfit is adorable, bb!
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My dad always had a ton of people he used to hang with at college, but I've always preferred fewer closer friendships then a bunch of 'friends' I hardly know. Still, I just have to remind myself that he only says these things because he loves me.
The wedding! I've been looking forward to it for a year now since they got engaged, haha. I've known Jamil as long as Sabrina's been dating him and I had been saying for a year before they got engaged that they needed to get married already. I'm actually an usher for the wedding, which is why I gotta go to the rehearsal. Sabrina couldn't have any more bridesmaids but she really wanted me an Erin to be in the wedding so she kinda just made up the role for us, haha.
My outfit is so lovely! Me and my mom just went shopping yesterday for shoes and a purse to match! I hope to post up a bunch of photos from the wedding because it's going to be loverly~
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