im just looking for old pics..

i dont miss this thing at all.

You can caRRy that grudge or you can let it go
but as sure as im singing this song you know
hes going to die.
               hes going to die.

yea. i figured id update.

for our means secure us /and/our defects prove our worth.

hey-

well me and jackson are still us?..surprised me to? I fucked up bad..but he loves me and im so thankful to have him...

"i just want to move on with our love"...a second chance what more could i ask for

me and john are being civil now..the one thing ive learned about us..is no matter how ( Read more... )

Im taking it a day at a time
i refuse to be heartbroken and have a boyfriend at the same time

and thats all you need to know
g'day

I always will be waiting for you...

hey

its been a while since i updated

monday and last nite have been splendid...cause of jackson..hehe..lets see...he sings to me...and gives me lap dances to tbs songs..hehe...and plays with paolo..and we cuddle...yuppers...fun times...im so in love....last night..i was mad he played our song...a cheap shot cause ( Read more... )

I want to be with jackson
                                     every secound of eVery day
                                                                 this feeling isnt going away

and i dont need anything else in my life..no one else could possible make me feel the way i do..only person that compares is paolo..and they are both equall in my ( Read more... )

Some people deserve alot less than what i give them.....
               Sometime i deserve alot less than what they give me...

eventualy..ill be able to let it go and stop...for such a so called bitch...im pretty fucking forgiving..its not forgiven..and its not forgotten...

Today was the first bad day i had this year...its not fair to me..and the ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Miss LiNdSey

i love you

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Can we last through the winter?
The water's starting to freeze.
The only one who remembers
Taking the wrong step, falling in front of me.
This body's already aging.
These nights are all ready long.
And if I last through the winter,
I swear to you now, I won't call.

Co n g r a t u l a t i o n s , GO home now.

Will we last through the winter?
Will we make it ( Read more... )