So it has been awhile since Ive posted anything. But I feel that I definitely needed to vent where only few could read this ( Read more... )

I dont understand why I get so angry. Over stupid miniscule things at that. I used to be easy going, I used to be a more understanding person, a chill person. But why cant I be "chill" anymore. Why for GODS SAKES cant I just be cool with the way things work out.  Is it me or is it him? I dont know. All I want to feel is that it is worth driving ( Read more... )

Just like a star across my sky ( Read more... )

My stomach issues are waaay out of control. I now have to take stool samples....plural! SAMPLES! UGH! I dont know what my body wants or needs right now. All I know is I cant eat anything without feeling like shit. This has gone too far. Hopefully my lab results will give me some answers. Yes, I know TMI! But I needed to vent. God do I feel gross ( Read more... )

I wish I wrote it...

I took my love, I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
til the landslide brought it down

Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?

Well, Ive been ( Read more... )

Today was okay. I guess. Not as bad as I thought it would be since I have all my classes on Tuesday on Thursday. I drove up this morning from Calexico so of course Im all on a caffeine binge and I have a really huge headache. Lately, I havent been eating well either. When Im stressed I lose my appetite. Plus, whenever I feed Mya I sort of lose my ( Read more... )

I updated my LJ account and now it looks all fucked up but I have no time to fix it. I havent posted in a while but that's only because Ive been busy. Ive been with Mya for the past week and it was crazy and hectic but the kind that I like. I went home and took a few days off work to study for the CSET. Little did I know (as usual dumb Ruby) I ( Read more... )

BEDROOM SURVEY :

Do you have the following in your room:

[] desk (a lot of these things are in my living room)
[] condoms PUHLEASE!
[] lamps
[x] cell phone
[] chair/stool
[] book shelf
[] dresser
[] laptop
[] bean bag
[x] pictures
[] mirror
[] skateboard
[x] bed
[x] clothes on the floor
[] plastic flamingo
[] surfboard
[]lava lamp
[] smoke detector
[ ] piano/ ( Read more... )

GOd Im procrastinating. I just dont want to right my paper. I swear this is one of the easiest history classes Ive had in a while but Im just doing a whole lot of wasting time. I got a B on my midterm and I could easily have gotten an A if I hadnt passed out while studying for it. My paper does not need to be more than 4 pages. 4 PAGES!!! EASY! And ( Read more... )

I feel as if my head is going to explode with the amount of things I have to do. After driving practically the whole weekend, Im pretty sick of doing anything right now. I slept a lot yesterday but maybe I didnt sleep enough? I had to wake up early to drive from Calex back to Rancho Santa Fe and I kept almost falling asleep. To top it off Im kind ( Read more... )