My cold has seemed to really cleared up and my cough is becoming less violent, Im starting to get energy back and I should start my rutine again otherwise I will wither away ( Read more... )

I haven't updated lately up to now for a few reasons, 1 being work and the times that I work, usually I get home late and I'm too tired to explore my own feelings and just feel like talking on msn, sleeping or gaming. Another is, I also fear writing something at the moment that will make my relationship with Melody any more rocky than it already is ( Read more... )

Went really well, went to plan tbh, he got absolutely smashed and so did the rest of us, the clud wasnt as big as Spence made it out to be so I was a little disappointed at first cos it was packed full of people but we soon found an empty table and started to drink... then after about an hour... we all seperated, everyone has thier own story of ( Read more... )

"It can get confusing as you alternate between knowing what you want and being unsure about whether or not you can get it. You may feel like the lighthearted fun in your life has slipped away, leaving you with heavy responsibilities and too much work. It's a frightening proposition, especially if love is harder to come by. It's crucial not to fall ( Read more... )

Im pissed.... really pissed, In both ways, drunk off my nut and angry to the extreme, CJ got arrested tonight and I'm partly to blame, I let my morals get to me again and Dan, My own brother!! doomed us and he cant admit it, he'll never admit to it, we went back for him even tho we left him, we shouldnt of, I realise that now. The police were fair ( Read more... )

not too long this one... I tried to sleep but my body's having none of it now im up again ( Read more... )

These lyrics describe me atm. Course, its an old one that people will recognise straight away.

Better Man

Send someone to love me ( Read more... )

I'm a strong believer in Karma, being the stoner hippy dude at heart and yesterday really was a perfect example of it, the morning.... well, my last update explained well enough how I felt about the morning, then the afternoon..... Melody admitted (finally) to having feelings for Ralph, now I was set to be destroyed.... I was at the very peak of ( Read more... )

I dont feel like expanding on anything right now so:

Failed Swim Test - Gutted - Feel Useless, Worthless, Wasted, Disappointed, Frustrated, Hurt, Inaddiquete. I Now Have 2 Choices Left Open To Me, Bingo Hall.... Or Move Away....... But My Second Point (if true) Won't Allow Me To Do That Anymore.

Also Feel Like Im Losing Melody - Also Feel Useless, ( Read more... )

"Virtue is its own punishment"