That's all I have to say.

...:D

So I was up last night from 2am to 4am doing the most ridiculous thing. I filled out a profile on Match.com. I think it had to be the delirium for lack of sleep. How do I take back those two hours? Or do I just pretend they never happened ( Read more... )

...and now not so much. Sigh. I thought breaking into Christmas early this year would pull me out of this funk. Apparently not. I think I'm supposed to be in this funk. I know, that's so...clandestine?...of me, which I'm usually not. And now I'm just making words up. Or at least using them inappropriately. But I just get the feeling that ( Read more... )

I had that strange sense of clausterphobia in my cubicle today. My chest got all tight and I started having troubles breathing. I was getting all panicky thinking "IS THIS MY LIFE??? IS THIS ALL I WILL BE DOING FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE?????????" And of course I was screaming in my head in capital letters. Then it all went away...until I had to ( Read more... )

My current work toward a Bachelor's degree in accounting will prepare me for advancement by helping me to understand the accounting cycle within the Energy Accounting division and the fundamentals of processing and reporting accounting data. I will also be learning the flow of accounting information within the company, the needs of the different ( Read more... )

Apparently, all it took to lift my mood was a good super hero movie (Iron Man) and some homemade pumpkin bread. But it was really good bread and I made it myself. And I improvised the recipe myself too.

I still remain cautious.

For now, just let me paste this plastic one on and be happy for you.

I'm tired of smiling for people I don't really care about. For things that I could care less about. Maybe tomorrow I'll care again, but today I don't.

I think "Friday" has lost all meaning. If we don't hold anything else as sacred anymore, what's the point of keeping Fridays?

How about I just give up.

I've procrastinated for two plus hours now. I don't suppose I can wait any longer to start writing the paper that one of my group memebers is suppose to be writing. Silly me for being suprised by the fact that he didn't return my call on Friday. And Josh is at nana so I don't want to bug him even though I need to chat with someone. And my ( Read more... )