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once again, because i am the one who always is considerate of peoples emotions and i am NOT a drama queen...i have given in and deleted the entry.peace is sure to come to me again and i will do it in other ways that i will not be critized and put on petty guilt trips.i thought i had real friends...i will choose more wisely next time.mark my words

im crying right now and i dont know why.i hate that. i keep forgetting to leave an away message up and mike ends up signing on after work and i miss him by literally five minutes. but i dont know why im crying...its all tight in my throat and i feel like i could throw up.i know im not crying about that but im not sure. maybe im just feeling guilty ( Read more... )

so mike came over last night and said that he wouldnt buy me a kitten. that made me very sad...oh well. i really want to go see charlie and the chocolate factory and im wicked excited for it to come out tomorrow. i dont know though. i think im going to wait at least a few days so i can manage a good seat in the theatre. its going to be impossible ( Read more... )

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hatehatehatehatehate HATE being fat.it makes me cry too much to live this way ;_;but once i am pretty etc etc for the first time i shall frolic in the fields with a bizzillion goaticorns! and be happy tra la la la! i really really really have been thinking about it lately and i really really really want another ( Read more... )

im horribly bored out of my mind right now. no one i can talk to or anything. poo. going to michigan the 31st and i am oh so excited. unfortunately food will be shoved down my throat with grandparenty-goodness and i'll probably never weigh 120 pounds ever again.which is probably the most ridiculously depressing thought i've had in awhile. well, im ( Read more... )

im in an very frustrated mood and i was listening to this song and it pretty much summed up why i was frustrated. its kind of like all the things i want to yell at "someone" right now. yea...yell these lyrics and a whole bunch of "whywhywhywhywhy?" and "pleasepleasepleaseplease?!"i think its the last few verses that i want to yell from : 'i dont ( Read more... )

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Jess and i went to the mall again at another attempt of "fun at the mall." again we failed to stay there even one whole hour.XD we split an orange julius but get this...a small cost $3.29!!!! are you fucking kidding me?!! how ridiculous is that? so we walked around and talked about how stupid people are. so many people just spent and wasted their ( Read more... )

unfortunately i am cursed with a very good and dependable intuition and a strong bond and dependance on my emotions. further more, i just really really hate it when its right.:3 i wont really mention whats brought this up but i think im going to dwell on this subject for a while ( Read more... )