These are the things that are on my mind right now and I'm not going to hide them with metaphors and obscurity ( Read more... )

It's funny how I've become everything I thought I'd never be ( Read more... )

Hello hopelessness.
Nice to see you again.

Sometimes you get to a point where there's two paths and you know you could go down either one. I guess it's like Trainspotting where the guy decides that life is actually what he wanted to choose after all.
So I guess today is the day I decided to be a person again.
Even the oxygen feels cleaner.

Last night I dreamt that I was in jail.

Only it seemed very much like ordinary life.

19/03 ( Read more... )

Sometimes I look at the cigarette butts on the ground and wonder about the people who smoked them

I don't remember my dreams.

There is only one I recall, from when I was about 8 years old.

I fell down a storm water drain and I couldn't get out.

No one heard my cries for help.

I walked over so many of those drains today and all I could hear was the gushing of a pool of tears. And I imagined what it would be like to drown in my own desperation.
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There's a girl by the roadside and she's dressed in red and green ( Read more... )

I'm having trouble finding words to express these thoughts and these feelings.
And the lack of pretty pictures running through my head has been replaced by the tick-tock of imaginary clocks.

Maybe time is running out.

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