So yea...People dont know how to saty out of peoples business...I wrote a bulletin the other day...and it was just a love poem...NOT DIRECTED to anyone....Not at all...But people have to assume its about My ex boyfriend....Why...First of all I hate to think of him as my ex boyfriend...hes my best friend....Just because you may have had problems ( Read more... )

Its freak'n hailing outside. YIKES!!!! IM SCARED!! Well Ive been thinking alot lately and iv come to realize who my real friends are. The ones that are there for me when i need them. But you know it hurts when like one of your best friends that you talked to more that half your life just stops talking to you because they dont need you like they ( Read more... )

Yea so my days have not yet ben so great. Ive been praying alot and trying to get things off my mind but im still down in the dumps. Theres this guy that i really like and im serious about it and i know that things wont happen between us. I miss him cause i have not really got to talk to him in like a long tie bout anything. He used to always ( Read more... )

Yea so I found a prom date PAT!! Thanx Pat!!!!! Anyways this weekend was totally amazing. I went to the ATF and God really touched me in many ways. I got to know people that i didnt really know and I love them all. This is going to be short but i love you all!!!

Yea so today is going a little better. But I only have 3 more dayz to convince my parents to let me skip school on Friday for the Aquire the Fire. I mean C'mon I'm not a bad kid(cough cough) lol. By the way who put that sweet little comment in my comment thing?? That was really sweet of you considering i dont really know you. Anyways but your ( Read more... )

Well I only have like 36 dayz left of school. Only good thing happening for me right now. My parents want me to be perfect(NEVER GONNA HAPPEN)I dont know why. This weekend we are going to the Aquire The Fire and I asked if I could have that day off of school. They NO because 1. They dont want me looking like a low life 2.They think it will screw ( Read more... )

Yea so I have been thinking alot latly. I feel like im stuck and im surrounded by these people who just wont let me go but they expect me to let them go. Its hard for me to let them go because i acually care. But dont expect me to be there for you anymore if your not going to be there for me when i need you. People fricken tick me off. For ONE ( Read more... )

Well today is just another day. But Cathy came over and we are hanging out which is fun. I am going to Judo today which is like a mix of karate and kick boxing. But Im not sure if Im going to like it or not. I dies my hair last night and it kinda turned red. I HATE IT. But some people seem to like it. Idk Im going to change it back. This ( Read more... )

The past couple of dayz I have felt kinda lonely. Im beginning to realize that I am missing something in y life and I know what it is. But Im not going to write it in here. But i know someone wants what i am missing and my sister thinks that person should have it and i shouldnt have what i am missing. But i can wait. If what I am missing ( Read more... )

Hey all whats cook'n? Nm Here. Man today is going to SUCK. I have to go church tonight and I like someone and my sisters friend likes him too and shes coming to youth tonight. Shes got a better chance with him anyways. Ugh I dont like girls. Except for a couple but otherwise i wish life could be the same. Maybe i just need to get over it. I ( Read more... )