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i never write in this thing because its gay and i hate it but wat ever lifes good i guess i got me a man thats great and good friends but ttylata

this weekend was awesome!!!! i got stoned twice, got asked out, and still had fun....... i was great but now im really tired and prolly grounded so that sucks.... i hate moms and their stupid rules and i need to really stop smoking not good at all but oh well mmmmm i like nick so much and i cant even see him today !!!! it sucks and ericka's proud ( Read more... )

i havent written in for ever but im in such a good mood today even tho i only got 3 hours of sleep but its ok b/c i got to swim with a really hott guy. and tonight i get to party and im so excited b/c i havent done that in forever!! hope i have fun

joey is such an ass hole the other day i was at elis and i had to go hoe to get my charger and when i came back he was fucking his girlfriend that he didnt even tell me about in the other room

omg yesterday was so much fuckin fun!! first i kissed bryan 4 times it was so great then we went to these 2 hott seniors and hung out with them till about 430 then went to elis for a bit and thats always stressful but oh well then we went with chad and these 2 brothers and went to the tucson mall but b4 that we got so fucked up on kind bud and it ( Read more... )

u all notice that part about zach but nobody said nething bout joey neways joey will make me wait two years bc rite now im jail bait to him and it wouldnt be good if he wnet to jail bc of me im a lil fucked up rite now so if u read this and it doesnt make sense thats why. but i love joey and zach wat the fuck do i do?

i fuckin love zach so much that i hate him bc hes an asshole and he wont even talk to me or give me another chance bc he thinks that i dont deserve it but i love him ntoo much to just forget about it and its killing me!!!!!!!!!1

all rite kno this is my first journal but im so fuckin depressed bc zachs an ass hole and if u cant read this its bc my fingers all jacked up neways i love u all and now im alone and joey wont go out with for 3 more years bc im too young but oh well