So this is going to be my last entry in this particualar journal.  If I'll start another one someday who knows.  Alot has happend in twenty four hours, and I really wish I could just forget it.  I wish I could move on from it.  But it is something that has changed me.  I'm not going to be the same person anymore.  I cant.  I have to change and ( Read more... )

So... God... Where do I start. Life has a funny way of trying to through as many problems at you as it possibly can. Just when you think your so close to everything being perfect, it throughs you a huge problem right in your face. I'm trying so hard to make due with what I have, but I know I have to get a job, and take some of the load off my ( Read more... )

Yesterday was supposed to be a good day. But it wasn't. Not even close. Today was supposed to be better, but I highly doubt it will be. I'm waiting for my money to come in the mail. But I don't expect it. Things have gotten quite complicated as far as somethings go. But for the sack of others i'm not going to put it out there, so who knows ( Read more... )

So I got this Idea to record and produce the track "Innner War" which is an original that I wrote like a year ago. I'm transfering some of the guitar to piano, and I'm going to try and write out the sheet music for it so it looks proffesional. Then I send out some copies to some local record companies, and see if I cant see the song. I've been ( Read more... )

So Jenn and I fight way to much to consider this relationship healthy, but were pulling through, the things you'll do for love... I'm trying to just get past all the highschool drama thats being thrown at me, but its not as easy as I remember, I'm starting to remember why I hated highschool. A lot of things have been on my mind, but I just have ( Read more... )

Six oclock in the morning ( Read more... )

I can't believe Jenn, and Kasey are still fighting, I seriously didn't think it would last this long. Then Jenn read something Kasey wrote yesterday on her live Journal, and just broke down in tears. It just sucks to see two friends at each others throats like that, and now I feel caught in the middle cause I'm not going to stop dating jenn or ( Read more... )

So Jenn, and Kasey are still in a fight. I just wish it would end already, I love Kasey and Jenn, they were like two of the same person. I hate to see them fight over a stupid thing like comunication. It just sucks so much. I'm trying to stay on the outside and not pick sides, but Jenn makes that next to impossible, I know she can be alot to ( Read more... )

So I'm talking to ex girlfriend/bestfriend, who is the sister of my old bestfriend/roommate. Its akward as all hell. Its weird to just talk to someone who at one point in your life ment so much to you, and now is just a fading memory. At one point I was in love with her, and she was all that matterd, now its like Kathy, oh yeah we dated once. ( Read more... )

So I'm an idiot. I hit a parked car. I was all like screw this I'm out of here, but then this girl walked by and was all like staring, so I had to leave a note. The insurance will cover it, but its going to bring up my insurence like crazy. So this just sucks horribly. Yeah, i just wanted to complain about that.