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[stillscreamingx]

I need to bitch about a growing problem, so just hang tight people. i'm putting it under a cut, it's not like anyone's gonna even look at it anyway, much less comment or care, but it's something that i can't pretend doesn't exist anymore and i need to get it off my chest.
i'm so tired.

Comments

[thisandthatxo]

I know that you feel like you don't matter, but you do matter. You are my best friend, and even if we get into fights and it doesn't seem like we are both there for each other, I am always here. I don't care how mad I am at you or vise versa, I am always here & I will always care. If you ever need me, you call me. No matter what time it is. Because through thick and thin, I am here and I will always love you. I've tried to tell you about all of this and what you should do, but you don't have to listen. What do I know anyway? .......but anyways. The point of this was, I am ALWAYS here for you. No matter what. You matter to a lot of people. If anyone can't see how great you are then they don't deserve you and I don't know why you bother with them. You are so awesome. You can always make me laugh, even if you are making fun of me. I can be totally honest with you and, for the most part, you don't make fun of me for it. We can talk about things that one of us doesn't give a damn about but still have a great conversation. I can be in a

[stillscreamingx]

thanks. i love you. sorry i didn't reply earlier.

[thisandthatxo]

its okay. sorry i made a big deal about it. i'm stupid like that, you know me. i love you.

[takeheed]

believe me, i know exactly how you feel. i dont know how much help that is, in fact, it probably makes it worse. i think high school is a time when everybody tries to make everybody else feel worthless. i get it from my friends and family constantly. and i damn near put quotes around both of those right there. i know what its like for all of your friends to pick someone over you, whether it be their boyfriend or a new friend. i know what its like for your parents to tell you youre worthless and going nowhere, your teachers to tell you your worthless and going nowhere, and your parents to tell you "you think youre so depressed? you didnt go through the holocaust. your life isnt that hard. you think youre so depressed? well i think youre spoiled". seriously, i think its part of "growing up". and it sucks, but its there. i dont know a single person who doesnt deal with that shit, either. i just got in a huuuuge fight with my mom today and made up with my dad who i havent spoken to for a month without saying anything. it was just like a

[stillscreamingx]

thanks hannah. and hey i might take you up on that. thanks for being there, even though you're like 394876 miles away. well anything over 30 miles away is automatically 394876 miles away. anyway thanks a ton. i really appreciate it.

[takeheed]

no problem, dude. and of course im 394876 miles away, theres no other number. and seriously, im here. its the least i can do. dont hesitate to call me if you need, either. 9703719207, but im also grounded right now so you might get the voicemail. lol.
♥
hannah

my love

[vbalchick]

madelaine, u awesome kid!
i love you with all of my heart. and i am always here.
i totally deserved a bitch,please. but thank you for not giving it to me.
i love you so much and i miss you to death
i hope you feel better im sorry. i love you soooo much never forget it.

we ice buddies for life!

i love you my beautiful ff.

Re: my love

[stillscreamingx]

thanks neesha. thanks for always being there, even right after a fight. i love you

the berry pretty frog

[vbalchick]

hey hey. im extremly confused right now. but that is okay!
soooo how you horsey? i hope shes good. k i love youuuuu!
god it sucks how you arent gonna be here for my birthday. no repeat of last year... :-( tear.

i love youuuuuuu my beautiful fat frog.

[ilovemadelaine2]

i know my comment thingy isnt gonna be anywhere near as good as the few before me but i can give it a try cant i? well i know wht u mean believe it or not, but since my bro almost died when he is bored my mom and dad treat him like a fucking god and ignore me half the time and it pisses me off so i learned to ignore them and find family in friends. screw them for now and when they see u r ignoring them they will do somehtin about it. so for now try to have fun and chill wit me and the rest of ur friends tht care. i would type more but i am in hawaii and i am almost out of time so i will talk to u later when i get back
love ya
jon

[stillscreamingx]

lol. it is about friends, its not about my family haha. but yeah that does suck for you kk thanks alot
♥

[ilovemadelaine2]

o i could care less bout my family, they r stupid as hell call me if u ever need to talk