So it's May. I finally got a job. 6 months unemployed has been.. Fun! But.. Boring. And I definitely got a bit lazy. My office is so close, I walk to work every day. It's only part time. Which is perfect. And, there is an office cat. Spookes. He's Awesome ( Read more... )

So it's been forever. I got over the whole boyfriend thing really quickly and am single again. Though, I am seeing someone that I thoroughly enjoy.

Recorded my first song. Yay. www.myspace.com/littlemisslindseymusic

I think it sounds pretty good. Was recorded in 3 hours.

Um. That's all.

worst new job EVER.

Best new boyfriend EVER.

you win some. you lose some.

Thinking about a month without hanging out makes me not feel so great.

I don't feel like I know myself anymore.

I'm still off of my medication. I don't even think about it anymore. Just have kind of made the decision to really work at being happy, and not focusing so much on the negative ( Read more... )

( Do ee do ee do ee )

I tried going off of my meds, just to see which is worse. Feeling crazy, or being tired/ dumb.

This is my 3rd week off of them and I've spent the entire day in tears. I don't even know why. Life. Not being in school. I feel scared. And I have no idea why. I'm irritable. Snapping at friends and family. I almost feel angry, for no reason at all. ( Read more... )

I wish I had the time to write about everything that has happened in the last month.

I'm very tired.

It really sucks to have it come down to this. 2.5 years wasted on something I didn't even do wrong. I will miss a lot of the people. Others, absolutely not. I'm not really sure what I am going to do at this point. But if you see me at your local McDonalds, don't say anything. After all... You're eating at McDonalds ( Read more... )