this is to everyone including myself that was so stupid as to think that holly actually ever gave a damn about anyone other than herself she just told me today that she didnt want to talk to me anymore i cant believe i was so stupid as to think that she could care about me i lvoe her so fucking much and i am willing to wait for her but she doesnt ( Read more... )

So you sailed away ( Read more... )

ok i thought what i was doing was right i was told that if i got rid of kaitland then me and holly would possibly be ok again i want her so freaking bad it isnt even funny i dont know what to do i would think that with all of my knowledge of people then i would know how to deal with this but i dont my heart hurts holly only talks about john and it ( Read more... )

1. Tell me something obvious about you. I'm tan ( Read more... )

everyday I feel like I have messed something up. Today just like the past four weeks I have messed up my relationship a little at a time. Everyday it feels like it is crumbling a little at a time and for that I am sorry. I wish i could fix everything and make everything normal again like I could in the beginning, but everytime I try I just ( Read more... )

It might be true

what do you do when the girl you love doesnt love you back when she loves somebody else but says she loves you to when you spend a whole day with each other and she seems happy but at the end of the day she looks at you and says that you arent what she wants in a guy but she is everything you could ever want but she still wants to be friends and i ( Read more... )

Where is everybody?????? I have talked to nobody so far today except for one person and the person i talked to today practically hates me now so i havent really talked to anybody today you damn people need to get the fuck up and go online

Well i didn't mean to end a friendship but i obviously did and i am sorry for it but it doesn't seem to bother the other person so i don't think i should bother me too much longer. I guess it is for the better though because now i can't threaten her happiness with my stupid bullshit anymore

I don't know what it is about me, but whenever i speak my feelings most of my friends get all weirded out and crap and then they stop talking to me or start saying harsh and whatever else comes to their heads. They just say whatever the hell is on their minds no matter how mean it might sound they don't care cause it is not their feelings that ( Read more... )