I know, I know, this is too many damn posts to keep track of...

[stickplus1]

Poll Making up with the MisfitsBut this has been bugging me all night.  (And I want to test out the "Create a Poll" feature.)

So I'm weeding through my "Friends" list, trying to see who I recognize among the blue arrows.  And, since I'm a glutton for punishment, I read through the journals of
ellie_l, kaellynn, andterasa, who never got around to de-friending me (even though I de-friended them) after

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[hysilvinia_lith]

can I ask what you're apologising for?

[couilly_poof]

seconded...

[stickplus1]

Yeah, I'm still trying to figure out how "Create a Poll" works. It closed my old post, and I had to write it all over again...

Anyway, it's fixed now!

[angelx]

*hugs* you'll be okay. Everyone moves on you know. Many of my ex boyfriends are currently married. A lot of my friends are already married or engaged and is about to get married. Some are in relatoinships that's great. And here I am, ALONE. So, if I'm hanging in there, you can too. Just move on, you'll find a new girlfriend. I'm just hanging in there too. I'm in love with a guy who doesnt love me back. He hardly ever wants to hang out with me. He's always hanging out with friends and busy doing his own things. I'm just hanging out in my tiny little room with nothing to do but be sad and lonely and bored. : (

[stickplus1]

I'm curious, why did you think there's a romantic component here?

[angelx]

because they're all girls so I just assumed. sorry.

[stickplus1]

Don't be. We'll talk.

[hysilvinia_lith]

well, assuming they are over it as well (I assume they would be?) will it make you feel better (happy friendship etc) or will it cause frictions? I don't know so I can't pick a button!
But my instinct would be to try saying hi, without worrying about it too much, so that you've given them the chance, but if nothing happens, it doesn't bother you.
So I'll pick that button.

I kind of want to make a poll now...

[hysilvinia_lith]

except when I looked that wasn't how you put it so I'm picking number 2!

[stickplus1]

I hope it goes better for you than it did for me.

[septimus_rivit]

I would try to reestablish contact and see where it goes.

And for the record, while your material circumstances are different from theirs, I don't think any of us would judge you to be less than those who you consider to be leading happy lives. You're a bright and good man doing his damnedest to deal with the cards life has dealt him. I have a good opinion of them all, and I'd judge you the equal of any of them.

[sheepykins]

What he said.

[stickplus1]

Thank you both. I haven't been a very good friend to either of you lately, but hopefully I'll get out of this funk soon and get to the supportin'.

[sheepykins]

Balogna. You're the most regular commenter I have :)

[ellie_l]

I told you back then and it's still true, I didn't defriend you because I "never got around to it," I kept you on my friends list because I still consider you one. And I've been keeping up with your open posts, even if I haven't replied to them. I've never forgotten about you.

[stickplus1]

Aw, dip, I forgot to make this a friends-only post! Fixed now.

I guess this obviates the whole purpose of the poll, doesn't it? Well...fuck it. Can we just take it as read that I'm trying to act like a human being again?