and i'm still just as enraged as i was the night it happened... so much for trying to keep my composure ( Read more... )

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as of late, it has been another one of those emotional peaks that people, mostly women, seem to go through on the rollercoaster through life for me. i've been struggling to stay in control... mostly because i guess i'm scare of letting go. there is so much in this world that is left to chance, or luck. freak accidents, wrong time at the wrong ( Read more... )

...and i got to thinking, lying there in the dark... i wish he were here. i wish zane were with me. then i looked outside. no stars out... this night i will not be taking comfort in the fact that a few short hours ago, he was looking at the same stars. i enjoy him... his view of the world (it's very similar to mine), his opinion of God (again, ( Read more... )

hahah who ever knew that it would be addictive??? ohhh but baby i am itching for another tattoo... and fuck me running - i'm choosing to do a rib piece ( Read more... )

sooo, i'm one sick puppy right now... and with all this spare time that i have to mope around the house and take long hot baths with, i decided to update you all... just a bit ( Read more... )

lately i've been thinking, you know you do those what-if situations???? you just think back about stupid little things that you thought would make no difference in your life... but if you had done something differently, actually you're life would be completely different ( Read more... )

i'm going to try as hard as i can to make this short so that I don't go to bed with rage running through my veins ( Read more... )

wowzas there's been a lot going on! i turn 21 in 22 days and 1.5 hrs.... can't wait. i wish time would move along its merry way a little faster! of course, christmas and new years was fun, yet busy, but i got to spend a lot of time with the people i love and that means everything to me. and school starts next week, so i'll be filling up my ( Read more... )

for those of you who haven't seen The Departed with Leo DiCaprio and Jack Nicholson, GO SEE IT! NOW ( Read more... )