sooo yes...i've been very tired as of late and i'm not sure why...
i get annoyed somewhat easily at certain THINGS hah
a nice surprise

that is all

"i guess you could say things are getting pretty serious"
"cold beer, hot lights...my sweet romantic teenage nights"

yup that about sums it up

!!!
the birthday's tomorrow

i met adam pascal and the wedding date is probably going to be early june...ahhh hes so cute and i got my picture with him!!! and we got on this shady van in the city and i thought i was going to die ( Read more... )

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study study study...this is the most studying i've ever done in my life haha its pretty ridiculous...but its ok because only a couple more days. break should be interesting. maybe i'll just be a social recluse... theres some people i don't care to see because they are being/have been dumb. it's not just one person either. i guess i'm not mad about ( Read more... )

today i got really into the christmas spirit!! its december woooo!!! im gonna be home in 16 days biiitches. im so very excited! this break is gonna be crazy...so many parties...gettin to see everyone, singing christmas music loud as hell, playing in the snow, frolicking around...its so exhilerating just thinking about it. i'll be so happy when the ( Read more... )

hahaha yess i am so over that

i feel pretty crappy still... more because i wonder how in the span of one month, things can change so drastically. like...i think of all the shit that was said back in the day, was that stuff you said even true? bc i don't see how it could be anymore, even though i believed it. we had the open policy, so we would always know what the other person ( Read more... )

so this is how i feel: used, vulnerable, and really really stupid. against my better judgement, i trust again and the same shit happens...but this time it's even worse because this time i was aware of what was happening the whole time and i just let it. letting myself get taken advantage of? i'm done.