I'm done being the nice guy and trying to be the better person... which i am by the way. so seriously... DIE. fuck off and die. The End.

sooo. as of 8-19-06 ... this girl is no longer single! i didnt think it would happen so fast... but im SO happy. really.. this boy is amazing! life is def good right now. :-D

soooo. it's finally august. im excited b/c that means its almost fall which means cooler weather which means i can go layer crazy like i love to do! i think summer is over-rated anyway. yeah sure theres no school and u can get a tan and go swimmin but.. other than that i just constantly feel icky and sweaty and gross.. and bored! i always need ( Read more... )

He is such an adddoorrrablllee little mans.

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well here's some pics from when i went to Cali like 3 months ago... literally. they're mostly scenic desert pics, but i just thought it was so beautiful there so i took like 100 pics at the Park.....

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i dont even know what to say. i have never felt so torn in my life as i do right now. in more ways than one. i can't choose btw the person who i love and the person i was never able to forget about. i cant choose whether to hurt my mom or my dad by deciding where im gonna live. i cant choose if i want to finish college here or just up and drop ( Read more... )

i should have done this like a week ago....

greatest frickin cat ever... oh how he will be missed. i love you joey!


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I am pretty much the biggest hypocrite ever. and i just want to apologize to anyone i was a bitch to lately because of it. so there it is. i admit that i was wrong. and anyone can make mistakes. its what makes us human or inhuman, however u want to look at it.

on a lighter note... i have pictures to post from forever ago. so enjoy!

(  The Greatest Lovers Were Murderers First )

so this weekend was pretty much the best ever. ok thats prolly an exaggeration but i really did have a good time. it was the first time in a long time where i just got to hang out with a group of friends and just be silly and have a good ol time ( Read more... )

i never update this thing. no one really cares though. especially me ( Read more... )