i once again feel myself drifting away from the people who i was once so close to. i guess it's the changes in personality, most especially maturity, that lead me to feel like i don't belong when i am with certain people. but like in the comment i left for ellen, i've got to leave a lot of what's happened in middle school and high school behind, ( Read more... )

i need to start writing more...

They choose mind over image.
Looking through to the bone of their intent.
The shallow water where so many habitate,
thrives deep for the minority-
who will sit upon their thrift shop thrones,
and throw back glasses of laughter at the yuppies.
The royal crowd are made fools,
when asked to uncover themselves of their

i'm legal

fuck ittttt!!! when i turn 18 i want more freedom damn it

i wonder if you really CAN trip on baked banana peels???

yesterday and this morning were pretty jam packed. i had my graduation PARTTAY!! there was too much food for the amount of people there, but it was still fun (i need to find another word for fun, i use it too much). i got to see all my track freshmen!!! well sophomores now.. but it was so oh banging. and lauren my twin who i haven't seen in ages, ( Read more... )

I'm back from the beach again... katie and me got real tan and met some interesting/weird guys. we had some really sweet miami vice drinks, and i will never forget the corny little 16 year old (supposedly that age) who kissed me on the cheek. ahhh not funny at all katie! college orientation yesterday, i'm real excited for school now. i got my ( Read more... )

awwwww LOVE i am going to miss you so much this week!!! dan and me went on a picnic today, it was cute. we had a ghetto picnic basket that was more like a picnic suitcase. and we had a whole chicken...yum. and the other night sean had a picnic and everyone totally trashed the little pavilion at broad run. and we found out how hard it is to ( Read more... )

ahhh i am so happy to be home. yes don't get me wrong, getting trashed every night and being at the beach without any parents for a week was fun, but the dramatic series that took place kind of ruined a lot of the fun. Particualy with one disrespectful roomate, but i'm not going to throw any names out there. i got to chill with a lot of different ( Read more... )

well its all over, so graduation was inside, which had its pluses and minuses. then i went to hibachi with lauren and her family. yep we're getting married, that's why our families are meeting hheee. and then i had a sentimental moment with mom and dad when they gave me this poem they wrote. so sweet. and i'm finally allowed to get my tragus( ( Read more... )