oh here i am again...
i once again feel myself drifting away from the people who i was once so close to. i guess it's the changes in personality, most especially maturity, that lead me to feel like i don't belong when i am with certain people. but like in the comment i left for ellen, i've got to leave a lot of what's happened in middle school and high school behind, and just start over. at least in some aspects, that's the best way to get over any regrets or bad experiences from the past. i'm meeting new people already, and although i won't be with them in school, it's still nice to see how other people react to certain situations and their interaction with one another and myself. i'm probably not making any sense but i just felt like saying something. so i have about four weeks left until i leave. let's hope i make it worth while.