drugs and alcohol make me ugly.
food makes me fat.
:o( as does the alcohol. i need to go back to AT THE VERY LEAST what i used to be...didnt like myself then...but i DEFINETLY dont now. ( not myself but how i look)

i find this task impossible for some reason.

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bleeehhhhhhhhhhh dude fucking bleh.

i need to get the fucking ball rolling.

as if i didnt already feel bad enough about myself....and now it gets worse on my fucking birthday...ugh.

I am 20 years old now.

how disgusting.

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nevermind fuckballs. "oh man she couldnt take the heat"

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

God i need a job so bad...but i want a good job!

:o(

why does getting a decent job have to be so hard?!?!?

why do you have to be hot to work at good places?? its not fair!