I feel like I'm drifting through the days.  No rhyme or reason to every day.  Waiting waiting to have enough money saved to move out.  Is every day the same?  No, technically not.  But, almost.

I need to make some changes in my life.  Meet new people and start to work out more?  I've spoken with a coworker about Cross Fit in Cortland, but they ( Read more... )

The olive branches have been extended.  Bradley and I met up yesterday and spoke about our relationship.  I don't think we came to any conclusion on how we'll do friends differently but we'll get there.  He suggested doing more things together that require less talking because he feels vulnerable when we talk and then gets all mushy gushy and says ( Read more... )

So... Not having a job sucks, huh?!  (That means no money coming in for me too...)

I'm slightly refreshed to think of things that friends have said to me when I asked them what I should work on for a New Year's Eve resolution.  Randye said to stop being so impulsive.  Whether that's with men or just in conversation.  Kalista said to just let things be sometimes.  I'm going to take these recommendations to heart and try to listen ( Read more... )

Babies-- They're EVERYWHERE.  My coworker, who's desk I can touch, is 4 months prego.  Another coworker is pregnant.  Potentially 3 other coworkers are trying to get pregnant.  Sarah would love to get pregnant if she thought Chris and her could raise a family ( Read more... )

I am bored ( Read more... )

I seem to have to wait until the perfect moment to do something, rather than just doing it.

What are you waiting for?

I also cannot adjust to change easily.  Even as simple as someone bringing over a bottle of liquor and saying, "wanna get drunk?" If I didn't expect it to happen I don't want it to happen.  I resist it.  I want to know what's going ( Read more... )

Please don't take my lack of connection as an insult ( Read more... )

Working with a new company now-- Community Services for the Developmentally Disabled. It's a good place. I'm in charge of a caseload of 25 individuals that i need to meet with once a month. It's kinda stressful because there's a lot to learn. I feel like I'm going to screw someone over... on accident of course, but I would still feel bad ( Read more... )

My week passes so fast when I'm working. It starts on a Sunday... and then speeds through to Wednesday. I go to class. And it all slows down. I get a chance to breathe. But then it's time to start the next thing-- get ready for class on Thursday night ( Read more... )