i had a fun day.

now im freakin in the worst mood ever.

oh my god.

BLEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

yeah jared told me to update, so i did.

tomorrow is behind the wheel.. im scared. :o\

what a fun weekend. it felt like summmer.. ah the warm weather is finally coming.. and im excited. <3

i got netzero for my computer upstairs. it's really slow, but at least i can get online up here now.

i love being online in my room :o)

i need a job very bad.

corey came over today, we picked him up in oc and drove him back to my house.

then we went and hung out at the pool.. i got a bit of a natural tan :o)

then we had a little barbeque..

then corey and i went to ski beach, we watched the sunset..

it was the first sunset i've ever watched.

it was very romantic :o)

we(yes we, corey is quite the ( Read more... )

today was one of the best days in awhile...

here are pictures from the goodnight or sleep show, if you care to look...

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Happy Birthday Christine!!!

MUSHY!!! don't read if you're going to criticize

ps: it's not emo.

( <3 )

my days are looking brighter...

so yeah.

( x o x o x )

alyssa saw me cry this morning..

i was embarassed.

i don't like when people see me cry..

but i was running on empty.

3 hours of sleep, swollen eyes, and every little thing just made me sad.

so i just started crying before first period..

it sucked.

luckily the sun is out.

i got to tan on my porch

maybe there's hope after all...

maybe all the rain ( Read more... )

well. as of last night, corey and i are broken up.

it was a mutual decision.

it sucks to be 16. i'm sure it would've worked if i could drive.

we both are saying we wanna get back together when conditions are right,

and we can see eachother more..

we'll see what happens.

i'm really sad....

this is gay.

i love him so much.

but i guess its not strong ( Read more... )

i hope you know,

that you were my best friend..

tonight i said goodbye,

but i should have said more.

thanks for the best time of my life...

i miss summer.

( i fell through the cracks, now i'll never look back. )