its amazing how one minute someone is a complete stranger, and the next, they are a person that brightens your day.

the world is such an odd place...

but i'm glad i'm living in it.

i changed my mind about this weekend being weird.

this weekend is going to be    a m a z i n g.

ps: screw chem.

it's not like i think about this constantly.....

i give up on everything. i try to think positive. but i always always get let down.

no matter what. the past always comes back to haunt us.

i'm never getting married.

eh this weekend is gunna be weird

why doesn't anybody know what they want anymore?

i'm so sick of mind games...

:o\

i've been feeling so lonely lately... i hate this feeling. i hate it more than any feeling in the whole entire world. it just makes me cry, and feel extremely sick to my stomach.

i'm so stressed out, making sure i get everything done before friday, so i can do good in ( Read more... )

i hate algebra II, i hate history, i hate italian, i hate study hall, i hate lunch, i hate english, i hate gym, i hateeeeee chemistry. I HATE SCHOOL. when will it be over????? jesus. we still are learning, and doing homework.. and its already like the second week of june.. these teachers are on crack.

well im a happy girl, minus school.

let's ( Read more... )

sooo today i went to the beach, alone.

but by the time i left i ended up hanging out with mari, kim, amber, kelly rose, ian, christina and billy...

i was alone for most of the day, but it was fun.. i just sat there and listened to music, and baked in the sun....i was soooo happy. i also used up like 50 text messages.. so i'll probabally end up ( Read more... )

okay so yeah.. last night i talked to corey.. and things are done for good between us.. we're gunna get with other people and whatever..

oh well, it was a nice almost 6 months... i'm not going to be heartbroken, because i didn't even expect us to go out.. so i'm just happy i got to be with him..

anywaysss today i'm going to the beachh...im hoping ( Read more... )

i realized today that my bangs are too short.

oh well, i guess they'll grow back. eventually..

today was so boring. i did nothing that i planned on doing.

and im not doing any of it tomorrow either, cuz i plan on going to the beach.

bleh

i need someone to sign online and talk to me, im sooooooo boreddd

( im so bored.. )

tonight i went to the movies with ashley, mary, paul and jp.

we say lords of dogtown, GREAT movie. everyone must go see it...

right now i'm in a really good mood. it's 1:56 AM. i'm eating birthday cake.. and i realized that i'm not letting anything get in my way anymore from being happy. i'm tired of depending on other people to be happy..

( indecisions x )

well, i forgot to mention in my previous entry that i did my driving test yesterday.

ohhh how i loved driving. less than 11 months before i get my license.. can't wait.

my teacher said i was superb, which is good, cuz now maybe my parents will let me drive..

i'm hoping to go to the beach this weekend...

that will be exciting.

i have a bunch of ( Read more... )

for some odd reason, i always put myself into the same predicaments.

but its true when they say you live, you learn. because once you go through it the first time, it gets alot easier.

so whatever.

no more relationships for me, because somehow i always end up getting fucked

this is bullshit.

anyways.

i'm hoping this weekend will be good....

i don' ( Read more... )