i did something i never thought i would do.
the worst part is i'm glad it happened.
part of me feels so selfish and thoughtless
the other part is happy and nonchalant.

all i know is i just might miss this place after all.

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i took this from miguel who took it from some girl's lj. Youre suppposed to put your media player on shuffle and answer the qustions.

i did mine using my cousin's mp3 player. mi\y pod is in "the shop"

Opening Credits:
It's going down- yung joc

Waking Up:
Far Away- nickleback

First Day of School:
The taste of ink- the used

Falling in Love:
echo- trapt

Fight ( Read more... )

i hate bois

There's this boy. Scott. We've been friends since about March. Mutual attraction right away. I guess over time we just kind of fell for each other. But he didn't want a relationship because I'm leaving. So last night, my unofficial boyfriend and I broke up after... hmm like six months. I guess there's never a right time to say good bye.

speech and
debate is
blah over here.
it isnt the
same any more.
i havent gone to
on tourney. ugh
whatever. i can't
wait to go home!
I go back home 37 days. countdown. <3

oy i havent written an actually entry in here in forever.
sometimes it just feels really good to vent and talk about my day. I guess i'm just scared cuz my step-mom used to always look though ( Read more... )

So i'm a little bit better but I need to get out of here. i hate harlingen.i miss friends.  miss me!

.i.m.p.o.r.t.a.n.t.

i was talking to my mamas (aka the beautiful alexandra casas)
and we were talking about it. i just hope my real friends know 
that what really happened. i hope people dont think less of me.
it wasn't my fault. i just need to find some closure. i could really
use a friend. thanks mamas. for a while it was all i could think
about. yeah ( Read more... )

I'm in love with my best
friend but the reality is
he's still my best friend
i'm not sure if love is the
right word but, my god, i
feel for him. so much.
probably more than i can
explain, in a way i can't
explain. it's a new feeling
a good one. a bad one.
what's a girls to do?

At school they call me,
El Paso <3

Krysteen

I feel a little silly, writing in good ole lj
since no one ever updates but i had
to delete my myspace so what else is
a girl to do!? just wanted to let all
my homies back in ep know that i love
and miss you all. I't pretty gay in this
here harlingen texas but whatever. so
i've been gone 5 weeks and 4 days. seems
like longer but as you can tell, i'm ( Read more... )

Hey guys what's up? I can't go on myspace so i'm here on lj. No one seems to do it anymore hmm so yeah. OH MA GOSH. i'm really bored. who loves me...?