i havent updated in so long. i'm just out trying to get my life together. i have two jobs, and i'm finially getting shit together to start school in jan. i want everything to just be okay for once in my life. my apartment is uncomfortable and i really just want to get truman to move the fuck out. hopefully by the end of this month i'll find the ( Read more... )

its COLD outside! i'm happy for that cause i heart winter! and fall. i love fall. leaves n pumpkins n cider. what a dork. annnnnnyways ( Read more... )

ever feel like nothing you can do will ever go right? like no matter what happens?? like every time you do anything at all... someone's going to hate you for it???? well yeah, thats my life at the moment. i'm just walking around pissing everyone off... while trying to make everyone else fucking happy ( Read more... )

your collective dating record reads like a who's who of human crap!!!!

i <3 feebie ( Read more... )

i need to go out, the club, something, somewhere. geeze ( Read more... )

i'm just not sure it's worth all the effort anymore. i'd give her the world and she could care less. it just frustrates me when she expects me to do everything for her and gets pissed off when it dosent all go exactly her way ( Read more... )

i guess this is prolly the wrong place to be asking about this... and what not... but i dont really know how else to find out ( Read more... )

i have testing tomorrow early in the morning like 10 am. woo hoo. not too fun. specially cause i feel like shit. i sorda got a job at best buy. well i'm hired but i have to take a drug test... on monday. so i bought a gallon on cranberry juice and i'm drinkin a TON of water. hopefully i'll pass it so i can have a damn J O B ( Read more... )

yeah um, truman just left to rent movies. i think his dog is having another seasure (spelling??) but i have no idea what to do for it. i feel really bad cause its just making a lot of noise in its box thing. but what if it bites or something when its having a seasure???? eek ( Read more... )

your never too tired for live journal are you? whatever. stupid things are happening. i do belive i'm making the exact same mistakes again. i know i can fix this. i'm going to..... tomorrow ( Read more... )