to that perfect girl that used to be my special someone

[starjil]

i havent updated in so long. i'm just out trying to get my life together. i have two jobs, and i'm finially getting shit together to start school in jan. i want everything to just be okay for once in my life. my apartment is uncomfortable and i really just want to get truman to move the fuck out. hopefully by the end of this month i'll find the

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[cantletmefall]

It isn't true that I haven't thought about you, and when have I ever been happy? Life still isn't peachy keen like it's supposed to be, but whatever. Work, school, and homework are my life. I drink the weekends I don't have homework, and spoil girls that don't deserve it. Nothing has changed. More recently, I'm after a straight girl that resembles Nikki, and Nikki has made the time to cuddle me for once in her life. The straight girl, Kate, teases me and confuses me. Nikki won't let me talk to her about Kate at all, she won't have it.. jealousy I think, even after I told her that Kate could never steal her spotlight. They are twins and Nikki is the evil one, but it's the bad girls that treat me like shit that I always go after, right

[cantletmefall]

Nikki and I went on a shopping spree with the sugar daddy.. 500 each. I told my family that she said it was time to spoil me, which bumped her down a notch on their "hate" list. I got clothes and sex toys and a pedicure with Nikki. We're getting another one soon at my expense.

[cantletmefall]

Next day delivery.. Jessi doesn't want to talk to me now. The feeling of rejection.. I've gotten used to. Simple.. fuck girls!

[cantletmefall]

The point I failed to reach is that I cannot handle more than I'm given right now. Please don't call, and please don't IM me.

[cantletmefall]

i love you much

[mini_grim_gurl]

f- me jill now ;) love you lots