I CANT EVEN STAND TO LOOK AT YOU. I HAVEN'T BEEN IN THIS PLACE IN A LONG TIME. I LOATH YOU. YOU MAKE ME SICK IN A WAY I CANT DESCRIBE. SHAME ON EVOLUTION FOR SPAWNING SUCH A SELFISH HUMAN. YOU ARE NOT WORTH THE TIME IT TOOK TO CONCEIVE YOU. WE ARE DONE. THERE IS NOTHING LEFT FOR ME TO GIVE.

WHY CANT YOU JUST BE STRAIGHT WITH ME ( Read more... )

enough is enough. yes i know there is a rapper named mike jones. yes i have heard his songs. no i do not like them, eventhough we share the same name. If i walk into one more room to someone shouting "tippin on 44's" i'm going to blow a gasket. The worse part about it is that each one of thes cock guzzling fuckmouths, thinks that they have ( Read more... )

So i read everyone of my old journal entries last night. It was so weird to see tyhe subject matter of those things. I dont even remember what most of the entries were about, but the ones i did remember sparked alot of memeories that i dont think i really would have remembered w/out it. For a long time i thought what the hell are these things for ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure how this thing works anymore, it has been so long since i have used it. I was thinking to myself the other day about how i need an outlet to express my rage and my stream of consciousness. There are so many things different in my life since the last time i wrote in this thing there is no way i can do an update all at once, but ( Read more... )

people are so fucking ungrateful. especially epople with money, or a upperclass background. i have never been more proud to have grown up poor, as i am today. i think that being poor helped me to become a better person. i think some of my best qualities stem from my early economic situation. today i at 12 oaks, which i hate that fuckin mall to ( Read more... )

i really hate those days where you feel like you wish you never woke up. sometimes i wonder how the people in my life would react if one day i didnt. there would probably be a few people it might effect, but i think for the most part, most people wouldnt would either not be concerned, or forget about it quickly. i've never been surrounded by so ( Read more... )

THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I FEEL LKE I JUST WANNA SAY FUCK IT, AND GIVE UP ON ALL THAT I HAVE WORKED FOR. ALL THAT I HAVE STRIVED FOR, AND ALL THAT I HAVE ACCOPMLISHED. IT'S LIKE A PARADOX. YOU GET LAZY WHEN SOMETHING IS TOO EASY, AND FRUSTRATED WHEN SOMETHING IS TOO HARD. I LIKE IT BETTER WHNE THINGS ARE HARD. I LIKED LIVING FROM PAYCHECK TO PAY CHECK ( Read more... )

LANGUAGE IS FUNNY SOMETIMES. JUST THAE FACT THAT THERE ARE GOOD WORDS, AND BAD WORDS IS FUNNY TO ME.WHAT MAKES A WORD BAD, OR FILTHY. WHY IS THE WORD FUCK SO BAD, AND SEX IS NOT. BUT WHAT IS EVEN MORE INTERESTING IS THAT THERE ARE DIFFERENT LEVELS OF BAD WORDS. LIKE ASS, SHIT, FUCK, AND THE DIRTIEST WORD OF ALL....... CUNT! YOU KNOW OVER THE PAST ( Read more... )

I WAS JUST CHILLEN TODAY THINKINN ABOUT SOME STUFF. YOU EVER REMEMBER SOME SHIT THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO FORGET? LIKE WHEN I USED TO LIKE CREED. OR WHEN I WAS A THUGGED OUT GANGSTA, WHO WANTED NOTHING MORE THAN TO BRAWL. REMEMBER WHEN YOU MASTURBATED FOR THE FIRST TIME..... HOW FUCKIN WEIRD WAS THAT. REMEMBER PATRICK EWING SHOES. OVERALLS WITH ONE ( Read more... )