A Piece Of Me Is Dying...

[starcrossed530]

my sister, i love her so much..she has hepitis c and there's nothing to cure her and she will die of it...at a young age, she may not even have kids and she has such high hopes she will... i wish i didn't know, my sister she's like my baby and i'm her mother i helped her did her hair she even stole my clothes hmm we've talked and in alot of ways my

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[bubblyruffles88]

aw tanya i love you. you are seriously one of the greatest people.. person?... hmm dont know how to word that but you know what i mean. uh. uh. hmm what to say, i really dont know how to make you feel better but it can be better to know the stuff that you do. you can understand whats going on, i never knew a lot of stuff. i mean i didnt know what sex was til i was in... 7th... 8th grade? i knew babies came out of. well you know and i thought it happened when a girl sucked a boy and i was WRONG lol incase you didnt know that i was wrong lol. but uhh yeh, im a lil baby i am clueless of the world around me and i am so selfish,. i dont know how someone can deal with me but you, you give and give and give and you have nothing to take from life dealt you some bad cards. and you just have to try and you will get past it. just dont think about it, you are an amazing person i know you can do it. and if you cant i will lock you in my room and handcuff you to the bed and you will never leave and trust me. you will eat plenty ::hehe!!:: i love

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Tani.. Look at it this way.. don't cry because it's over smile because it happened.. basically smile because she got to live a life and maybe god needs her... thats what people tell me when someone close to me dies that i was very close to.. just remember that after she dies she won't be suffering and she won't feel pain she can be happy.. Yes i totally understand the whole growing up to fast thing I've been there and done that too so if you need to talk about it just IM me .. and if you try to fulifill your life maybe one day you'll get to see her again but that time you'll be in "heaven" with her and neither of you will feel pain or suffering.. yeah i know i sound like a frigging church person but I really don't know what to say but i gotta say something.. ( honestly at one point in time i didn't like you even though i said i did but that's because Dan lied and said things that made me mad.. but right now i do like you, you're a really nice person and i shouldn't have let the stupid things that asshole said get in the way of

[bubblyruffles88]

samm, you arent a helpful person. you make things worse so dont even talk to people about shit you dont know about. not only do you not help your not good at it " i shouldn't have let the stupid things that asshole said people and make things worse but you lie andget in the way of getting to know you)"... yeh yet you let every fucking guy get in the way of your friendships. and maybe you should just keep your mouth shut and not talk. or give another guy head today. you hit your limit. yeh slut i'm telling you how you arent a good friend and you dont help people and not to talk so basically. go slit your wrists the right way and fuck more guys, or girls because no one in their right mind will hang out with you for you, they would have to get something out of it!!

I LOVE TANYA HAND!!!!

haha... tanya how much do you love me... HONESTLY!! haha!

amanda

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amanda me trying to help Tani out in any way that i possibly can has nothing to do with you.. If Tani doesn't wish to talk to me she can say so.. Right now i really don't think that she needs this immature crap in her journal even if we aren't friends anymore Amanda you need to grow up and let Tani get all the help she can even if you hate the people she could be getting it from. Btw Amanda I am a virgin and I've only given head once so before you start talking shit and calling me a slut for the very little that i have done get your facts straight.. goodbye..

Tani I'm still here if you need me.. xoxo Samm

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[bubblyruffles88]

okay samm 1st of all that whole only giving head once before is a lie and you know it and again you cant help people if you dont know the facts which you dont so you make people feel worse so leave tanya alone you fucking slut. you really do need to go kill yourself because no one wants you to be alive. seriously!! anyways, im her bestfriend and she treats me like a bestfriend should. you didnt you treated me like shit so before you badmouth me in my bestfriend journal maybe you should think again!!. hun. you have no idea how much a lot of people hate you. and how much they want you dead! you're actually lucky to have someone like me who is brutally honest and can tell you the truth to your face. but anyways. i have better things to do. oh wait for someone like you maybe i should switch that a round a slut like you may take it the wrong way. im gunna go.
later whore!
__Amanda

TANYA IS THE BESTEST!