to be quite honest, i have lost a lot of faith in people lately. someone who i used to be good friends with came into town for a few weeks and i havent seen her since highschool... and she didnt even call... apparently she doesnt care. and another friend who has betrayed me over and over and over.... thats why i hate muskegon... i dont trust ( Read more... )

ok everyone.. so im kinda excited about this... maybe i shouldnt be.. but i just cant help it! so eric called me up the other day and asked me if i wouldh elp him and shaundra put together a set for sunday night... so i went to practice yesterday and it ends up that we're all singing, that its an accoustic set at the kirby grill... and its gonna ( Read more... )

oh wow... so i realize now that ive neglected this livejournal for quite a while, so i think ill just give you a highlite of what has been going on ( Read more... )

Psalm 62: 7-8 "In God is my salvation and my glory: the rock of my strength, and my refuge is in God. Trust in him at all times; ye people, pour out your heart before him: God is a refuge for us ( Read more... )

Monday, September 13, 2004 ( Read more... )

wow i just had the most freaking amazing day of my life ( Read more... )

wow i just had the most freaking amazing day of my life ( Read more... )

well, things are starting to get better - im not bummed about matt anymore because well, its pretty much over.... and im ok with that. *which matt* you ask? both of them... when matt krieg came over, some things happened and i figured out real quick that it isnt meant to be. and matt wiegand, well, hes a little harder to give up. i really do care ( Read more... )

i realized today that i am two things - 1) an empty shell of a human being and 2) a coward. i hide - i cant show my true feelings even if i try -and you know its bad when you even try and hide from yourself... i feel so ... empty. why cant i just have emotions? i always have to "present" myeslf ( Read more... )

i can feel it coming... every now and then it just sneaks in and just tears me apart. i thought i was over this!! i thought i was better than this - more put together than this.. but then again, i am one of the least put together people i know... it just looks like it from the outside. i wish i were back at school.. where people really cared and ( Read more... )