life has been good, I seem to have kicked the crazies...once my long overdue period showed up my hormones settled back down to normal and allowed me to get control of things again ( Read more... )

I challenge myself to be as I wish it in my mind. With the exception of a couple days last week and at the start of this, I have been able to remain optimistic and try to take on a learning attitude and remind myself the lessons I am learning....about addiction, about codependency, about who I am and what I need and what I have convinced myself I ( Read more... )

I'm struggling ( Read more... )

My grandma died on Friday ( Read more... )

ok so it has been a whirlwind of emotions and hormones and changes and stress and work and play and tears and sweat ( Read more... )

My life isn't and is where it should be right now. I get the feeling some days and certain times that I am exactly where I should be right now. And others I am left wanting, the things I don't have that I feel I should have accomplished already, or long to have done by now ( Read more... )

life has been chaos. A hundred-mile-an-hour-whirlwind of things coming at me. Some of it good, some of it bad and some of it just was. Its not over yet there are still obstacles to overcome and things to do and work out and people and places to see and meet and explore ( Read more... )

I wish I didn't have to feel guilty about turning down work just so I can have ONE day off in a week of trainings and crazy work schedules and minimal down time and time with my _________ and friends ( Read more... )

"It is now more than 60 years after the Second World War in Europe ended This e-mail is being sent as a memorial chain, in memory of the six million Jews, 20 million Russians, 10 million Christians and 1,900 Catholic priests who were murdered, massacred, raped, burned, starved and humiliated with the German and Russian Peoples looking the ( Read more... )

ugh my fucking cat is REALLY pissing me off.....she insists on eating baby cat's food EVERY time I let her out of the room, I don't want to keep her locked up and I don't want to have my door closed ALL the time....but she does it every time....I have been chasing her with a squirt bottle but that doesn't seem to deter her AT ALL....and she can ( Read more... )