["his story has failed to create the eyes that know
how to read. his story has managed to make eyes that
see only his own desires, everywhere in his own image.
but she has yet to come and teach the eyes to read,
and she will come and all eyes will know to see. "
--- Someone Not Worth Mentioning]

"This is where the story started: first there was darkness ( Read more... )

in your ugly pride
with your friends
by your side
you sing your ugly song
there is no life
in your eyes.

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i just wanted to be friends.

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it's like a little kid laying in bed with a flash light and he's covering the light with his fingers.

   we used to wake up
together
in the same bed --
the futon from the living room,
the air mattress was dead --
but there was
nowhere to go
there nothing to do
in our small room,
so we'd just
talk all day  
about how good we are
at playing pretend.

real grown-ups!
with real grown-up ideas
to bitch about
when we go out to bars
and then later
i read to you
Rip Van ( Read more... )

long on the phone clogged up with too many things, need to bring a coat and something to push. how to just go: gotta watch out about getting confused. a family's security against sickness, not one cackles because it believes its father until the seventh grade. escaping parental english composition, whimsy, safe sentiment and fast money. post ( Read more... )

"Schizophrenia is not a psychological disorder peculiar to human beings. Schizophrenia is not a disease at all but rather a localized traveling discontinuity of the space time matrix itself. It is like a travelling whirl-wind of radical understanding that haunts time. It haunts time in the same way that Alfred North Whitehead said that the color ( Read more... )