I am not my own...

[stain_glass]

This week has been hard for me...last night would be more accurate. One of my friends ended up in the hospital. Then something else happened too. And my heart feels like it's bleeding. My body feels like it's been beaten. My head feels like it's about to explode. I spent this morning questioning God. And I've come to the conclusion that inspite of

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[shilafi]

We've not spoken in some time...im sorry for that...i hope all is well im sorry you had a bad night..and im sorry ive not really be their for you as a friend...perhaps we can talk soon..
Adam

[stain_glass]

how have you been? and I wouldn't trade that bad night for anything because so much good has come out of it. If I could get the good without the bad then it'd be a different story...
Christy

[ssuuvvii]

Hi Christy, I pray that everything turns out alright. Well, we know that everything will turn out for the better, God promises us that. But I know how hard it is to remember and not worry in the middle of everything going on. I've been in a bit of a tough time the last couple days. I've been feeling so worried and guilty about something, it's so hard not to focus on that and beat yourself up over it. But I've realized that when I go deep down into that space, it's not from God, it's the devil trying to make things worse, trying to take my focus off of God. So, I just keep telling him to go away, and focus on God and his promises. It really works sometimes just to say, go away!. And it also just reminds me to look in the right direction. It doesn't make the thing better or go away, but it brings me peace to know that God is with me and He is in control, and He REALLY DOES work things for the better in the end.

God bless you,
Suvi

hopefully we can talk on msn again soon! :)

[stain_glass]

I miss you so much Suvi...I usually don't get on msn anymore...do you have aim? I think about you often honestly. And I pray for you. And I'll continue praying for you. Do you know what I mean when it feels like God is giving you a hug? I'm sure you do. I'm prayingthat he gives you one right now. You know what, I think I'm gonna log on to msn right now and see if you are on...hopefully you will be but if you're not...well, God bless you. *hugs*
Christy

[ssuuvvii]

hey christy!! i usually use msn but i do have aim.... sssuuuvvviii my name keeps getting longer. lol