Well i was supposed to have left for work by now since jims mowing was supposed to be out here by 7.30 to mow my jumanji lawn, i think i might go and throw some handfuls of jagged metal in the grass now
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Its curious because i can walk by a house and wonder about the people inside but a night out with club friends and it seems normal to talk about transitory matters. There has to be more behind the faces.
Makes me wonder if maybe i am just watching my own life pan out as well.
My last name is Medrano. Its mexican, because my stepfather whos not really my stepfather anymore is mexican. My last name used to be Maxwell. Ive thought for awhile now that my last name doesnt mean anything tho, im not really a Medrano, and Im not even really a Maxwell. So im going to change my last name.
well the lawn has more life than probably all the houses combined. people see a messy yard whereas i see nature as it should be not manicured and defined.
well if i was made of stone their fingers would do naught to disturb me. i don't think it would be the same as being dead more just observing.
ya, i don't like to do stuff to my yard either. i just make sure the plants have water when they need it. a natural yard is better than one that has been forceably groomed into... i d'no, lawn animals or whatever they do.
oh but don't not come out for that reason- I like messy tea parties besides you don't know what a relief it is to talk to someone who doesn't smile, I find it so much easier to converse not being expected to smile in response.
and I liked your bitterness. It was oddly comforting.
yes well i didn't really feel like i gave you the attention you deserved at red paintings so i would prefer to at least be able to talk about something. the smiling is merely detail.
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my last name=Boudette.
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Makes me wonder if maybe i am just watching my own life pan out as well.
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Ive thought for awhile now that my last name doesnt mean anything tho, im not really a Medrano, and Im not even really a Maxwell. So im going to change my last name.
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I would like to change my first name to Paige but evidently that would be too much given the resemblance of my hair to another Paige.
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go figure...
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well if i was made of stone their fingers would do naught to disturb me. i don't think it would be the same as being dead more just observing.
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observing is quite fulfilling, i agree.
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and I liked your bitterness. It was oddly comforting.
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