As Ryan stated in his journal.. I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy, whom we have christened Ryan Earl Merriman Jr, at 8:23 PM on March 13th -laughs- you know what would have been really funny, and odd together, is if I'd have had my baby on Monday.. the 10th, becuase that was Ryan's birthday -laughs ( Read more... )

I have not died, do not worry.. I am still alive and kicking, well, not kicking right now, laid up in a hospital bed, in labor is more like it. And becuase I didn't post this on his birthday...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RYAN EARL MERRIMAN! I LOVE YOU, AND OUR SOON TO BE BORN CHILD, MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF!

I am going to have my baby now.. so goodbye -

-cries- I haven't been around here in forever.. and where's that husband of mine?! I can not take care of this child by myself.... does anyone wanna come keep me company?

EM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RYAN GOSLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, the baby's fine, Ryan's been doing a good job of taking care of me since the hospital said I was okay to come home, but I've got to be careful about what I do.. ya know? I mean, getting into an accident is no pretty thing, but I'm happy our baby is okay. I don't know what I'd have done if I'd lost it ( Read more... )

-looks over at a sleeping ryan and sighs-

-gets up and gets dressed-

-writes a note to ryan-

Ryan, I love you. I had to get out of the house for a little bit. I feel the need to go shopping, or do something. I don't know. I didn't want to wake you though. I've got my cell if you need me. I'll talk to you later. Stacie-places the note on the ( Read more... )

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I really fucking hate the disney channel! I HATE IT WITH A GOD DAMN PASSION! I did NOT want to see that damn movie AT ALL! The previews showed them nearly kissing, and that was enough to send me over the edge ( Read more... )

I really should update more often, I know, but I really haven't had the time since Ry and I decided to work out our differences, and not a moment too soon either. Not even a few hours after we had decided to work things out, Chey was dropped of over at the house. I was a bit confused at first, until I was told it was cause Branden was in the ( Read more... )

I know I should update, but.. in all honesty, I really don't know what to update about. This weekend has gone by in a whirlwind, and altho I'm here, I feel like I've been watching my life thru the eyes of another. Someone on the outside looking in. I feel like I haven't been.. hereAll that plays over in my mind, is the image of those two on the ( Read more... )

I am at Yancy's house right now. I'm tempted to go over to Nikki's and stay with her tonight. Maybe get Ryan Gosling to come over. Him and I have been friends for a while now, and he's about the ONLY Ryan I can tolerate right now -glares ( Read more... )