Love suffers long; and its kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself; 
is it not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, 
thinks no evil.      1 Corinthians 13:4-5

this means that: take it as a compliment that other girls think your guy is great, if 
your relationship is about love then jealousy cant be a ( Read more... )

i keep myself busy, to keep you off my mind :\

Happy 16th Birthday Stick~Girl


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wish we could understand each other better
and know where each other was coming from

i dont understand you, and you defintely aint gettin me :\
wish there was something i could say, to make you understand

i think you're taking the easy way out

wonderful weekend
spent with my bff
altoids
pringles
stairs
that purdy light that they never turn on 
the so called work out room hah
pictures
starbucks
hooters
wrestling tournament
those lame boys hah that were supposebly 15 hah
jumping the curb to find a parkin spot hah
and much much more
just spendin time with you was great, its been a while and i absouletly ( Read more... )

so much yawl dont know 
so much i just want to keep to myself, 
cause i dont want to feel stupid 
cause i know it will never happen 
maybe i should tell someone?
but i think i just want to keep it to myself
prolly just be better to keep it between me and ONLY me 
its time for me to face the truth 
and stop livin in this dream of mine 
and face reality 
ive ( Read more... )

How do i tell you what my heart has been tellin me?

 respect
ill give it to you when you give it to me 
i dont care if you are my elder

i just dont want someone to try to take my dads place
i dont need a "fatherly figure in my life" 
ive gotten this far without one "why have one now?"
kinda pointless now

relieved
glad i made that phone call
so glad we got things straightened out :]

so as of right now im going to my dad's for a lil bit over the summer
i'm sorta excited
i miss my step-sister terribly, she looks up to me, but how can she do that 
if i'm not there :\
all this talk about my future is confusing me
should i go up north?
or stay here?
i dont have friends there, just family, 
i have friends and family here
mom wants me here
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things are just blah
and unbelieveable :\
no words to describe how i feel just blah thats it :\
really dont know what to say about this situation 
wish there was something i could do but im helpless
in this situation, plus its kinda hard to help with anything
when we dont speak anymore, kinda sad :[

hope this weekend gets my mind off things