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SuMMeR TiMe, yo
Well. the summer is almost over ( Read more... ) -
i don't understand you.
you know what's "wrong"
and you know how to "fix it"
and you don't...
so, then i can't help you.
nor can i sympathize; simply because of the fact that
YOU'RE NOT TRYING AT ALL.
so what do you want me to think?
i cannot deal with these heavy emotions you're weighing on me. -
why is this so hard?
i just want to live a simple life. brutal honesty is a good thing ... At least 96% of the time. it doesn't really hurt to hear the truth sometimes. i try not to get overwhelmed at those times. keep a clear mind. i wish i could meditate for hours. peace is what i need. calming thoughts help me. ohm's make me feel good. what is your intension? mine ( Read more... ) -
What just happened to me?
So I have this weird feeling. The feeling that most days I can handle the day and everything that happens. No more panic attacks. WTF?! Okay so, one day I felt as though I just wanted no conflicts; I just didn't understand why people had so many conflicts. Is that strange? One day, I went to work and wanted to get along with everyone and for ( Read more... ) -
so confused.
i don't understand why my situation is. i didn't do anything at u of l but sleep and get drunk for a semester and a half and i owe them $8,000+ for it and it's bullshit if you ask me. half the time i wasn't even taking up space in their stupid classes that don't matter in the first place. that place is not for me, but they don't care because i'm ( Read more... ) -
life goals
so i've done some regrouping, rethinking... thinking in general i guess.... here are my few lifetime goals for the next 1-3 years.
bonnaroo 2008
finishing massage school
start my own practice through my residence
MOVE OUT OF SHITTY AMERICA
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identity crisis
omg, so i have no idea who i am.
i thought i was:
honor student
hard worker
clean, nice personmaybe i'm just meant to be a drunk or something. that kinda sucks i guess? massage therapy school is okay, but i've only been partners with guys (no offense, boys) and it's made me feel weird kinda...especially when we get to the hamstrings, it makes me ( Read more... ) -
mood description, sung wonderfly by nico
I've been out walking ( Read more... ) -
Torn
i can't decide if i'm happy or sad ( Read more... ) -
I might delete this damned thing.
I'm thinking about giving up on the ol' livejournal... Because the updates are far too rare and I really doubt there are readers haha. Bonnaroo was the shit. I now have a new perspective on life apparently...at least that's what everyone told me was going to happen. I saw alot of awesome bands and heard great music and met the WEIRDEST PEOPLE IN ( Read more... )