so i haven't gotten online in a while. it's hard when you don't own a computer and people either don't let you bother or you have to use the public computers where people can see you shopping on silly sites, rambling on livejournal or checking all 100 forwards from your mother ( Read more... )

so lately my response to the ever insincere question "how are you?" has been truthful. i standardly reply "i've been better ( Read more... )

to all, leaving orlando tomorrow. heading back to coast for a few days and then heading to jackson ( Read more... )

i forgot to mention in my last entry...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURLES. I LOVE YOU!!

in short, orlando is not for me. at least right now ( Read more... )

so i made it to orlando just fine. i stopped in jacksonville on my way down and hung out with two of my friends from ruby's back home. it was good to see people from home, you know ( Read more... )

so due to recent events, ie catastrophic hurricane damage and destruction, basically breaking up with boyfriend, and loss of job, i will be headed to orlando for the next month or two. i am gonna work and get some money saved up and then i will see about collecting my belongings and how everyone is doing on the coast. i can't make or receive calls ( Read more... )

i am safe. i am currently stuck in foley alabama. we obviously have no power, water, or gas. still no word on my storage unit or any of my possessions. the restaurant i worked in is gone, not sure of my dentist office yet. so either out of one job or both. right now we dont' know what to do. the plan so far is to stay in foley and work at the ruby ( Read more... )

so things are still weird. dave and i haven't fought at all but we are behaving like an old married couple. how was you day? peck before we go to sleep and one before leaving for work. he just has this distant look in his eyes and i'm scared to death to piss him off again and possibly get evicted. i am trying to be patient and hopefully this ( Read more... )

well, things have been really up and down lately. one minute fighting with dave another getting along, then going to CCC and having a blast, can't find a job, losing friends, having fun with dave and then fighting some more. i am really hurt and angry and it's hard for me to let it go. i really thought he was gonna kick me out last night. we just ( Read more... )