he makes me so angry sometims.

so it's late. i feel icky. i'm not sleepy. and i have to get up early. lame ( Read more... )

so valentine's day is tomorrow. and it's pretty much the only day i won't be spending with scott this week :( haha. but it's ok. we're celebrating friday...we're gonna have a picnic :D i'm excited about that. it's gonna be a day for just us...except he has to work 7p-11p. that's lame but it's ok because i need a nap time anyway. and that's a good ( Read more... )

i don't have much to update about right now :(
scott and i are still having issues but i'm trying to move on. sorta. lol. it's complicated. i promise i'll give a better update soon i just need to figure some stuff out.

so things with scott are good. we're not doing well with the whole "platonic friendship" thing...and i promise we've tried. but it's ok. we've talked about it and we're going to get back together...just not yet. so we're together "unofficially" right now. which is good. i guess ( Read more... )

so, two days ago everything was pretty great. two days ago i spent the afternoon at scott's. two days ago he begged me to come back over when i left. and thirty minutes later. everything changed. he told me he loved me and then broke up with me. what the hell? because he "doesn't need a girlfriend right now." wow. perfect timing i guess. and i don' ( Read more... )

So for once life is looking okay. There's a balance of good and bad...which i hope means that this semester won't have as many ridiculously depressing crashes. Since I did so bad last semester my parents wouldn't pay for housing on campus, so I had to move back home. It sucks, but it's not as bad as I expected. I'm still pretty much free to do ( Read more... )

so the weather's awesome. i already got to go out in the golf cart. the drive wasn't too bad but my mom let me drive for the last 2 1/2 hours, which was nice because it relieved the boredom. but now i'm gonna hook up the wii and play guitar hero.

ugh and i miss scott already. friggin gay.

i'm sleepy. christmas was good. we're leaving for florida in about 4 hours. i'm gonna miss scott. we've spent a lot of time together lately, so it will be good for us to have some space. break sucks a bit though. my friends seem to be too busy for me or i dont know. but no one has called me and when i call them my calls are never returned. not cool ( Read more... )

so scott gave me my christmas present the other night and it's awesome. basically this is the one thing i've consistently asked for since the first time i saw it. and scott remembered that it was the first thing i asked for...and seriously wanted. so yay.


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