buh
i'm sleepy. christmas was good. we're leaving for florida in about 4 hours. i'm gonna miss scott. we've spent a lot of time together lately, so it will be good for us to have some space. break sucks a bit though. my friends seem to be too busy for me or i dont know. but no one has called me and when i call them my calls are never returned. not cool. but whatever. hopefully we'll be able to hang out when i get back. i have to get a student loan next week and i don't know how i can do that. i need a cosigner. i think. but i don't know who will do it because my parents wont. because ugh. life is just gay at the moment. that's really all.