ya know. i completely forgot i had one of these damn things. i think i should get a thousand points for remembering the password though, especially since it is 12 letters long. seriously. for someone who smoked a large quantity of narcotics over the year i ignored everyone that's a damn accomplishment.

i hate the way i've been feeling lately... i really don't know how much long i can deal with feeling like shit every time i even take an interest in someone else... i hate being this lonely and having absolutely nothing i can do about it. I just want to find someone. i'm not asking for alot am i? i feel like i'm not even a person. but i guess that' ( Read more... )

so basically. the only people i ever thought were important enough to care about.. have pretty much disappeared and no longer want anything to do with me.

...sweet.

to whom it may concern,

i am bored off my ass, as usual. it's 340 am. and i wont sleep for another 3 hours. i really wish i had a life.

bye

Hed PE
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OK people. here's what's been running around in my fragile little mind. there are lots of bands that are similiar in ways and are to many "just as good" as their counterpart. ex. The Bravery and The Killers, The Used and My Chemical Romance, Hawthorne Heights and Silverstein. Or there are some that are just actual rivalries like ICP and Eminem. ( Read more... )

past few days have been boring. mainly just working and such. last night i hung out with some people from hollywood video that i've been talking to since i started working named bob and talia. we all hung out and somewhere in the middle i got the third wheel thing happening before we decided to go to see a movie, but who cares. doesn't change ( Read more... )

past few days have been boring. mainly just working and such. last night i hung out with some people from hollywood video that i've been talking to since i started working named bob and talia. we all hung out and somewhere in the middle i got the third wheel thing happening before we decided to go to see a movie, but who cares. doesn't change ( Read more... )

yeah. so. i work at hollywood video now. for the record. and since i don't use this friggin lj, i'm gonna use it as an outlet, to tell you about all the free movies i shall be watching from now on, not spoiling them, no no, just, reviewing them in a fair and somewhat partial manner, meaning, if i think the movie sucks, i'm not gonna say much nice ( Read more... )

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