welcome to the circus
hope you have fun
you have no money?
then give us your son

ladies and gents
boys andd girls
the sickest shit around
bound to make you hurl

chicks who bleed
scores of whores
no escaping here
we locked the doors

went and saw an old friend yesterday
joined a "project"
camping in july
touring in september
im excited

tommorow is going to be such a great day
going to be able to do something ive wanted to do my hole life
something that i am meant to do
its in my blood..
going to sing tommorow for someone and share a collection of my poetry.. this is what i always wanted, i am glad it finally came to me..

thanks for the flowers
thanks for the tears
thanks for the lovely
last half of year
thanks for your patience
thanks for your ear
thanks for becoming
my biggest fear
thanks for you
thanks for me
thanks for making me
smile with glee
thanks for coming
thanks for going
you'll always live your life
never knowing

sharing some of my writing ( Read more... )

went out today.. felt good to go out with people i havnt seen in awhile..

sara.. was really good to see you again.. i will definantly start calling you.. last year was rough and lost contact with you.. thanks for getting me out of the house tonite.. even if it was to see soulfly(i dont like soulfly) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

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many months later and the same game ( Read more... )

I have recieved 9 emails since the war started over two weeks ago by other live journal users asking me why I havnt shared my view on the war.. I do not know these people but I will fulfill their wishes ( Read more... )

So so so.. I dont even know what to say. I was going to come on here and leave a big post about how I feel. But, I dont ewven know how I feel. I fucked up something good in hopes to get something i thought was in my reach of grasp. Time changes everything.. and everything is changing.