its been a long time coming..

Apr 29, 2003 16:54

thanks..
thanks for showing me things..
i will know use everything you taught me.. against you
i dont want you in my life if you dont belive me..
i have a heart of gold..
love everyone and keep them far from your soul..
i let you in my life..
you where there to pick up the pieces of my broken life..
and together we glued it back together..
together we shared this amazing friendship..
i never lied
i never played games
i never stole
i never cheated
i never thought
but you will belive the people that have
lied to you
stole from you
cheated you
got you arrested..
belive them!
you always told me not to stick around when people are fucking me over.. so i aint.. like i said, thanks for the knowledge you have shared with me, now, i use it..
my words will never be able to address the type of love i had for you.. sure, in your head my love is being seen as me wanting your cock.. we both know that is not true, but you belive the liars..
ive had many fucked up relationships in my life
i dont need another one..
yesterday i was sad
today i am happy
happy cause i now know i dont NEED you anymore
but am grateful of the time we had
mere months feels like eternity
thatnks for helping me
thanks for hurting me
thanks for turning into all the people i thought you werent
you are not from carriage way
though you act like it
you will always hold a place in my heart
the one person who i thought understood me
the one person who actually tried to help me
instead of take advantage of me
lie to me
steal from me
i will never forget you
and i will always stay on the track that you helped me get on
after all this? i dont know what i want..
ive always just wanted friends that where real..
real people not real assholes
one day i know i will find them
i thought i did
but your actions have shown otherwise

one day you will awaken from you slumber and realize..

I AM REAL .. i wish i wouldve graduated ... maybe then this highschool bullshit wouldnt be going on...

ive climbed larger mountains.. usually withsomeone on my side.. now, i do it by myself, formyself, and am happy with it

hope they fuck you like they fucked me
im not hurt
just sore
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