it is official. i am going to clark university next year. i got my sweatshirt yesterday! and now i am sending my deposit this week and here i come worcester!

i want to get into a school that is not a safety and that i want to go to! i have gotten into 2 safety schools: university of hartford and umass dartmouth. i am sick of waiting to here back. just some college out there that i have sent my application to already and that i want to go to needs to give me the the decision now!

why do they lie to me? i feel liek they aren't even my friends anymore...

i am so sick of my life sometimes. i just want to crawl into a hole and never come out. school is stressful. i feel like i am loosing my friends. i never see them anymore. my parents are annoying. sometimes i wish that this year i could just blink and it would be over with and i would be on my way to college where i can be whom ever i want to

so the past 2 weeks i have been at the cape (well except for last weekend i came home) but i was working at a cart with sarah all week. this past week we hardly worked though. on thursday we even had the ultimate movie day by seeing 3 and 1 ending of movies at the theater at the mall ( Read more... )

the sun has already risen and i haven't even gotten to bed yet. i can't fall asleep! i did sleep til noon yesterday, but that is how late i can normally sleep and i am fine. when i tried to sleep so many things were racing around in my mind. i think once summer is over all these things that race around in my mind will go away.

i want to smoke some hookah, wtf.

gosh i am done with harry potter and the deathly hallow. my childhood is over. got the book at like 12:07 and finished about a half hour ago. i didn't love most of the book. pretty much got annoyed at most points and slept instead and went to ikea today. loved the last chapter though and the epilogue though. i felt that during most of the book i ( Read more... )

harry potter in like 13 hours!!!!! i am usually not excited for the movies like when GoF came out i pretty much refused to see it for a while, but eventually saw it. now i am seeing it like 6 fucking hours before it comes out. bsjgdfsabfhsadb i love this!!!

i miss israel. i was looking at old entries from last summer just a few minutes ago, i am talking to my friend from israel right now, and a few days ago i spent a long time just looking at the pics i have from israel. i wish i was there. when i hung out with my cousin and her friends i felt that they had funner things to do then we have here. i ( Read more... )