well i have been helping out my best friend figure some things out..and he and i have become real close today through this and i am glad cuz he used to push me away. and i care about my friends.. and i am glad he is finally getting to trust me more. and all that good stuff. and im just glad that he is opening up and we are becoming closer.. i have ( Read more... )

well right now i am just really bored talking on the phone with my b/f.. i mean i have to as much as possible since i wont be able to once i leave for Arizona on the 31st... 5 days and 7 hours i will be on a plane and heading out...127 hours...7200 minutes.....432000 seconds..........if you think about it...its not really that far away. it kinda ( Read more... )

omg its been forever since i wrote on here. i completely forgot about it until i was going through a whole bunch of stuff on my computer. ikes...well a LOT has happened since i last wrote. school started, been doing good in school. a friend told a teacher about me cutting myself....the teacher told the office. the office called a mental health ( Read more... )

well now that we got that one out of the way its not really like hurting just trying to think and that hurts it when im tired.....well this morning i had to get up early again 5:30 am....to play softball.....YAYZ....i was hyper for some reason when i woke up...i went and played 2 games we won both..the first game was 17-3 the second was 6-1...the ( Read more... )

well it seems once school starts every morning is an early one..heheh i get up at 6 on school days just to be out of my house by 6:30 and at school by around 7...takes me about a half an hour to walk to school and thats walking fast..if im tired from being up doing my homework all night then its longer...well friday night i went to a dance...hell ( Read more... )

well school has started and i have an extreamly heavy schedule...its gonna be a lot of studying and late nights with homework...i have ( Read more... )

well yesterday i went to the state fair.. hehe that was pretty awesome....except i was sick....that was not so cool but i was not gonna miss out on going to the state fair..no way...but then i went home and talked to Jon (YAY THE BEST THING TO EVER DO!!!!) then i had to go to softball practice..now that was awesome...that was fun...heheh practiced ( Read more... )

well nothing much has happened lately.. *tear* my b/f started school so we do not get to talk as much as we used to and i miss him like crazy even tho i kno we get to talk later in the day i still miss him like crazy..more then i thought i ever would....i do not want to think about when i go to school..*sighs* this year is better go by fast.. i can ( Read more... )

im just really really bored.....idk tho i have to get my medicine and the shits expensive i hate it that i have to take it and make my parents pay like $50 for like 12 pills.. i think thats shit....its a lot of money and i need to take it for awhile..im not sure yet how long i have to be on the meds or anything like that but still...its to prevent ( Read more... )

as it says today has been the ultimate boring day..nothing to do no one to talk to no where to go......my meds have not come in at the pharmacy....damn it..i need them my head hurts.. i got 3 samples at first and then 3 more when i went back to the pharmacy but now i need an actual prescription and my dr has not called it in yet *bangs her head on ( Read more... )